Chapter 2255 Sick

As soon as the man took a bite of the cake, he suddenly realized his mistake.

Why not say it?
Student Xiao is different from others.

Student Xiao is the same as him.

That is
"Do you really want to listen?"

The hesitant words made the already vague voice even more unrecognizable.

"If you're willing to tell me."

Xiao Xiao put down his fork.

"I'm all ears."

The man swallowed the cake that was stuck in his throat.

He wanted to say.

He actually always wanted to tell someone.

But no one wanted to listen.

No one is willing to truly believe him or understand him.

After being disappointed and hurt again and again, he stopped telling anyone.

Even in the eyes of others, he was already strange.

But he didn't want to be weirder.

"No, it's something pleasant."

The man murmured.

"I know."

Some unexpected answers made the man look up suddenly.

Xiao Xiao smiled slightly.

The man couldn't help but smile back.

Even though he couldn't see it, he knew he had a stiff, unnatural smile on his face.

Yes.

From his expression, I knew it wasn't a pleasant thing...

The man lowered his head.

After many years, he once again recounted his unbearable experience, and he felt a sense of trance as if it had been years.
Wei Xinhai probably saw a monster for the first time when he was in the fourth grade of elementary school.

As a child he didn't understand what this meant.

And showed no scruples -
He thought it was a normal reaction.

But in the eyes of others, he began to become strange.

He can no longer remember many details.

Before his parents took him to the hospital for the first time, he didn't even notice the worry and hidden fear in his parents' eyes.

When he first went to the hospital, the doctor only asked him a few simple questions that puzzled him.

I feel strange coming to the hospital even though I am not sick.
When I asked my parents, they were all answered perfunctorily.

But he didn't care too much.

Children are easily distracted.

But his visits to the hospital were increasing.

The time spent in the hospital is also increasing.

He began to feel uneasy.

He started to make a fuss and refused to go to the hospital.

His brother obviously doesn’t need to go to the hospital, so why does he always have to go to the hospital alone?

He doesn't want to go either!
It is very troublesome when children become stubborn.

Maybe I was annoyed by his noise and noise.
Maybe his parents had accumulated too much negative emotions in their hearts because of him.
To this day, he still remembers his mother's hysterical screams -
"Your brother is not as mentally ill as you!"

He was stunned.

At that time, he couldn't fully understand what his mother meant.

He was more frightened by his mother's appearance.

A gentle mother.
He had never seen his mother look so horrified.

"Mother of the child."

Dad pulled Mom and asked, "What did you say?"

Mom’s face froze.

Then he covered his face and cried.

The only sound in the quiet room was the mother's crying, which seemed to have been suppressed for a long time.

He suddenly felt cold all over.

……

He froze in place.

Overwhelmed.

For the first time, an unknown panic arose in my heart.

It was even more frightening than when he had to hand over his failed test paper to his parents for their autographs.

No.

They...seem different.

But he didn't know...what was different.

……

In the end, he went to the hospital obediently with his parents.

……

He overheard the conversation between his mother and the doctor.

He clearly didn't understand the intermittent content, but the chill he felt when he saw his mother's horrible expression that day spread through his body uncontrollably.

“…I can’t stand it…”

"Why is it of no use at all..."

"…He hasn't changed at all…"

“I yelled at my child…”

"I don't want to..."

"But I can't control it..."

"I feel bad, my heart feels bad..."

"That child...how could he become like that..." "Doctor, please think of a solution..."

"You think of a solution..."

……

He had never heard his mother speak in such a tone.

Rapid, flustered, sharp, high-pitched, nervous...

So strange.

Like...

He turned pale.

He is cold.

My whole body is shaking unconsciously.

Like the witch in the fairy tale who wants to eat children.

He is...very scared.

……

He is still in and out of the hospital frequently.

Maybe because he was scared last time, he unconsciously paid more attention to his parents' attitudes.

He became a little cautious.

……

He began to consciously and harden himself into being a good child.

Even so, he found that his parents were paying more and more attention to his brother.

But she seemed to be becoming more and more distant from him.

He was uneasy.

He is afraid.

But he didn't dare to ask.

Perhaps I had a vague premonition of the answer I would get.

He didn't know what happened.

He didn't understand why his parents had become strangers?
Don't like him anymore?

……

But soon, he no longer had the energy to pay attention to the changes in his parents.

The hospital became terrible.

The doctor became so scary.

Pale lights and a pungent smell of disinfectant.

There were also cold and impatient words from doctors and nurses.

He seemed to have endless medicine to take and endless tests to do.

There are also endless inexplicable words that I can’t stop hearing.

……

He became increasingly reluctant to go to the hospital.

Even though I was still concerned about my parents' attitude, my fear of the hospital gradually outweighed everything.

Especially later on, his father or mother would only take him to the hospital and would no longer stay with him.

Every time he came back from the hospital, his parents would no longer ask him anything.

Turn a blind eye to his poor condition.

Even if it's embarrassing, a real man sheds blood but not tears...

He didn't know how many times he had cried in bed.

……

After his parents wanted to take him out of school and have him hospitalized, his negative emotions had already reached the breaking point... and he collapsed.

He cried and made a fuss.

He refused to go to the hospital.

He said he was scared.

He asked his parents why they insisted that he go to the hospital?

He is obviously not sick!
Why are they all-
"you are sick!"

This sentence, which sounded like a verdict, prevented him from uttering any further words.

……

He is sick?

Yes.

Mom and Dad said he was sick.

My brother said he was sick.

The doctor said he was ill.

The nurse also said he was sick.

Everyone said he was sick.

……

He was confused.

Is he really sick...?

he does not know……

Even though he didn't think he was sick...

But if everyone says he is sick, then he is...sick, right?
……

"I spent some very unpleasant time in the hospital."

The man took a deep breath.

Perhaps because he was talking about this memory that was still deeply engraved in his mind even though he tried hard to forget it, the man's speech became much more fluent.

"Do not."

The man shook his head.

“That was a nightmare.”

　ps: Thank you Cangqiong Qianjue for the reward~(*︶*)!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)