Chapter 2121 Talent, Hard Work and Luck

"It's just that you can be jealous, but don't let jealousy drive you to do things that you will regret."

……

"Do you like Chu Kexin?"

Xiao Xiao changed the subject and asked Anna a question that was not difficult to answer.

It should have been like this
"..."

Anna opened her mouth.

But no sound was made.

She wanted to say she liked it.

Of course she likes Xinxin.
However, she found herself becoming mute.

She clenched her hands at her sides.

"If you really can't accept the fact that Chu Kexin is a trainee...if you decide not to continue associating with Chu Kexin in the future...

"You can choose not to apologize."

Xiao Xiao did not blame her, but said this
The girl was stunned.

"……May I?"

A glimmer of hope flashed across Anna's brows.

Could she not apologize?
"It's your choice whether it can be or not."

Xiao Xiao smiled, "After all, this is your business."

"But no matter which choice you make, you must be prepared to bear the consequences of this choice."

"Don't let yourself regret it."

The girl was silent.

She knew it.

If she didn't apologize, if she became distant from Xinxin, if they never had any contact again.
She will definitely regret it.

"It looks like you already have the answer."

Xiao Xiao smiled.

".Um."

Anna nodded.

“In fact, I already had the answer from the beginning.”

It's just because of my own jealousy and timidity that I have never been able to take action.

……

The girl suddenly smiled.

"...Since the first time I met Xinxin, I thought...her name was very nice."

"That doesn't sound like my name."

“It’s almost everywhere.”

"Maybe my people too."

The girl's voice lowered.

That's why I've always been the one eliminated.
"I know that Xinxin not only has a nice name, but also has a different temperament from many people..."

The first time she saw Xinxin, she thought this girl was very special.

Even though she has never been a very proactive person, she also wanted to make friends with Xinxin.

It is human nature to love beauty.

Regardless of men and women.

"In crowded places, I can always see Xinxin at a glance."

"Actually... Xinxin was picked by the teacher and became a trainee... Although I'm jealous, I'm not surprised at all."

“The ability to sing and dance can be developed through hard work.”

"But a person's temperament...the sense of attraction to others cannot be cultivated in a short period of time."

……

"What Zhao Ke and the others said is correct..."

"Xinxin was born to do this."

Talented people always make hard-working people despair.

Xinxin is a gifted person.

She...is just a hard worker.

She once thought that she was also gifted.

But the cruel reality told her that she overestimated herself.

……

"…sometimes it's just so unfair…"

Anna sighed deeply.

My heart just feels heavy.

"I'm scared. Xinxin has already taken the first step I've longed for..."

"And me……"

"What if I never succeed?"

"If Xinxin debuts and becomes a big star..."

"What should I do if I haven't even become a trainee?"

"Becoming a big star...has been my dream since the beginning..."

Although I know it's unreasonable to think this way...

Anna pursed her lips.

But she couldn't help herself from thinking this way...

Her dream was taken away from her.

It was taken away by Xinxin...

……

“No one can take your dreams away from you.”

The girl suddenly raised her eyes.

There was a hint of shock on his face.

Did she speak out her true feelings?

Such an outrageous thing...she actually said it?!
"Except for yourself."

Xiao Xiao slightly curved his eyebrows.

"You still have time, don't you?"

The more you care, the more anxious you become. The girl obviously still has a lot of time.

But she acted as if this failure had already doomed her dream to failure.

From this we can see that Chu Kexin's success really put a lot of pressure on Anna.

"She just got to the starting line before you."

"Until the last moment, no one knows whether you will surpass her or not."

"As long as you don't give up."

“The finish line is always a place to witness miracles, isn’t it?”

……

"……Um."

Anna nodded.

"Yes……"

A smile slowly appeared on the girl's face.

"I still have time..."

It’s far from time to give up.

She didn't want to give up either.

She is not actually that fragile.

Otherwise, she would not have agreed to teach Chu Kexin to dance.

But the accidental injury to Chu Kexin and the words of Zhao Ke and the others made her inevitably become a little obsessed.

She is not the type of person who is willing to confide her innermost thoughts to others.

She didn’t tell her parents about the failed interview, the awkward relationship with her friends, the confusion and uncertainty about her dreams.

She didn't want to worry them.

She was even more afraid of hearing them ask her to give up.

……

She was used to facing everything alone.

She just wanted to tell her parents that she had succeeded.

……

This time, it really makes people feel much more comfortable after talking about everything.

Above all, she was encouraged.

She won't give up.

But if she has the encouragement of others on the road of persistence, she will be more determined.

"Thank you, Master Xiao."

"I was in a very bad mood during this period, and my overall state was also very bad."

"I always feel like nothing is going well..."

The intense sense of frustration towards herself and the jealousy towards her best friend were entangled, gnawing at her heart every moment.

"But today..."

Something good happened.

She was too embarrassed to say this.

“I feel rejuvenated.”

The girl clenched her fist.

Of course, those feelings of frustration and jealousy are not so easy to eliminate.

However, she would not let these emotions affect her any longer.

How could she have the time to dwell on these useless emotions?

She is not a gifted person.

Not even a lucky one.

Only if she works harder can she realize her dream.

……

"come on."

Xiao Xiao cheered the girls up.

"of course."

The girl smiled widely, "I will try my best."

……

Xiao Xiao laughed, "It is also important to combine work and rest."

"Have a good sleep tonight, tomorrow is a new day."

"Ah."

The girl nodded.

She was going to have a good sleep.

She hasn't had a good rest these days.

Even if I am exhausted from training during the day.

When I lay down on the bed at night, the sleepiness disappeared inexplicably.

Every time, she fell asleep in the midst of wild thoughts.

When she woke up the next day, she always felt that she had a lot of unhappy dreams.

My mood just never gets better.

It's also mentally tiring.

……

"Your car is here."

Xiao Xiao reminded the girls.

The girl subconsciously turned her head to look.

really.

It's the car I want to make.

"Good luck."

She smiled subconsciously.

Then, she was slightly stunned.

Good luck...?
　ps: Thank you Cangqiong Qianjue for the reward~(*︶*)!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)