Chapter 2120 Selfishness
"I did not expect that……"

"...It will hurt Xinxin."

She really didn't expect it.

When she saw the blood flowing from between Chu Kexin's fingers as she covered her face, her mind went blank.

Zhao Ke and the others’ voices were very loud.

It was obviously very loud, but she felt as if it was through a layer of gauze.

The sound is sometimes there and sometimes not.

Like a radio wave with poor communication.

But she could hear the anger, surprise and...fear in his voice.

……

Thinking about it later, maybe she was the one who was afraid.

She hurt Xinxin.

She hurt Xinxin's face.

The most important thing for girls is the face
In panic, she chose to escape.

She escaped from the dance studio.

Ignoring the shouts of Zhao Ke and the others behind him.

……

Anna smiled self-deprecatingly.

"At that time, I fled the scene in a fit of rage and subconsciously."

But because of my escape at that time... "I felt embarrassed to go back later."

Anna reached out and rubbed her forehead.

She was embarrassed to appear in front of Zhao Ke and the others.

What made her most embarrassed was appearing in front of Chu Kexin.

She could guess what Zhao Ke and the others would say about her escape.

……

She went to school secretly.

Hiding behind a big tree outside the school.

She wanted to know how serious Chu Kexin's injuries were.

She saw Zhao Ke and the others.

But after waiting for several days, she still didn't see Chu Kexin.

Her heart became increasingly uneasy.

Is Xinxin seriously injured?

Unconsciously, the taste of blood filled her mouth.

Then a sharp pain spread to her nerve endings.

it hurts!

She then realized that she had bitten her mouth.

……

Just when she was struggling with whether to call Chu Kexin directly to inquire about the situation... or to call Zhao Ke and the others to inquire about the situation and was getting annoyed...

Finally, she waited for Chu Kexin.

Looking at the girl walking with Zhao Ke and the others, she narrowed her eyes and looked at the girl's face carefully.

Because the distance was quite far, she couldn't see clearly.

But it seems... no big deal?
The girl has a fair face, with slightly upturned corners of her mouth, revealing small dimples on her cheeks.

He looked in a good mood.

Anna's heart, which had been hanging in the air, fell heavily back to its original place like an elevator with a broken string.

Maybe it’s because the huge rock that was pressing on it disappeared…

She was also somewhat confused about her feelings.

At least one thing is certain, Chu Kexin is fine, her face is fine, and she is not in any bad mood due to the accidental injury.

She is...very happy.

……

Now that it was confirmed that Chu Kexin was fine, Anna no longer went to school to "wait and see".

She spent all her time in the dance studio.

Dancing is her strong point.

It is also her pride.

But it never brought her any closer to her dream.

Sometimes, she was really confused.

……

The girl's expression, which had just brightened up, dimmed again.

She didn't know what to do.

She felt really stupid.

Nothing can be handled well.

She just concentrates on practicing dancing and doesn't talk much.

Zhao Ke and others said that although she would not be able to become a star in the future, she could become a dance coach for stars.

Maybe they didn't mean any harm when they said it, they were just joking.

But to her ears, she really felt that it was... harsh.

They didn't think she could achieve her dream...

Although her repeated failures almost made it impossible for her to realize her dream.

……

Anna shook her head vigorously.

She was clearly talking about Chu Kexin, so how did she end up talking about something else?

Forget it.

Forget it.

Xinxin, Xinxin...

Thinking of Xinxin, Anna's eyes dimmed a little. "Xinxin is my best friend."

"Although Xinxin and Zhao Ke are very close."

"Zhao Ke and the others are also very nice to Xinxin..."

At least it's better than treating her.

"Zhao Ke and the others always unconsciously forget my existence."

"If there was something... For example, if I brought some food, I was there, but they distributed it to everyone present, but ignored me next to them..."

"They were discussing where to go during the holidays..."

“Never ask for my opinion.”

"Xinxin is the only one who always takes care of me."

“She would share her snacks with me.”

“Will ask me which place I think is better?”

……

She was willing to stay with Zhao Ke and the others because of Xinxin.

Otherwise, it's not like she has masochistic tendencies.

Even though they were getting along so badly, he still stayed by their side and refused to leave.

……

"Xinxin became a trainee..."

"Honestly, it really hit me hard."

Even in front of Xinxin, she still tried very hard to smile and said "congratulations".

"Xinxin has never thought of becoming a trainee..."

Who would have thought that one day she would become a trainee.

He even became a trainee earlier than her.

"Xinxin always encourages me when I fail."

"Xinxin said that if I work so hard, I will definitely become a trainee."

“But I haven’t become a trainee yet…”

"She has already become a trainee."

"…Why did it have to be her…"

Anna's voice trembled a little.

"What the raccoon cat said is right, even though I don't want to admit it..."

"But I'm really jealous of Xinxin."

"Very jealous, very jealous."

"because……"

“I’ve tried so hard.”

Anna's voice was a little hoarse and choked.

She didn't notice.

“All my free time is spent practicing.”

"I can't remember how long it has been since I last slept in..."

"result……"

The girl's five fingers were slightly clenched together, as if she wanted to grab something.

A tangle of blue veins appeared on the back of his hand.

“My dream is still out of reach.”

"Xinxin got everything I wanted so easily."

"……How can you do this……"

“It’s so unfair…”

"Well, don't you think so?"

There was a slight distortion on Anna's face as she raised it.

……

"what!"

The girl's screams rang out.

Xiao Xiao turned around and saw the back of a girl hurriedly leaving.

……

Anna lowered her head.

She wanted to laugh and cry at the same time.

“…It’s ugly, isn’t it?”

"So...how can I meet Xinxin in this state?"

"It's so ugly."

"I don't want to..."

"But I couldn't help myself."

"I told myself over and over again that I'm not jealous."

"Xinxin has become a trainee."

"I want to be happy for Xinxin."

"But it didn't work."

“I just can’t really be happy.”

"I am such a selfish person..."

This realization was a huge blow to her.

……

“Everyone is selfish.”

The girl looked up blankly.

Xiao Xiao smiled gently at the girl.

“Don’t deny yourself because of this.”

(End of this chapter)