Chapter 425 The Envy of Thriving
Mu Zhengguang is always wandering around the campus.
One day, he saw two girls walking side by side. One of them was holding a courier box in her left hand. She was wearing a pink T-shirt and black shorts. The black shorts were only a little longer than the end of the T-shirt, covering a small part of the thigh. The material of the shorts was a bit like curtains?
The two men came towards him, passed by, and then he turned around to look.
The girl had a low ponytail with the knot at about the same height as her neck. Her skin was very white and her white slippers had thick soles.
Mu Zhengguang suddenly thought that if Xiao Xu also wore such clothes and pants, she would definitely look better than this person. Unfortunately, she never wore such short pants.
Even if her sitting posture was not very correct and the end of her pants moved up a little, it would not cover only a small half of her thigh. At most, only the knees and a few centimeters of skin above the knees would be exposed.
No! Who am I to say that I feel sorry for her clothes and appearance? Do I feel sorry that she doesn't show herself like others? Do I want her to be that kind of person? Of course not! I don't like that kind of person, and I'm not someone who likes to show myself. What makes me feel sorry is that I didn't see it! I feel sorry because she didn't satisfy my selfish wishes.
It took Mu Zhengguang several minutes to stop the bad thoughts in his mind. He looked up and saw another girl walking towards him.
She was not tall and looked a little thin, with her loose light golden hair shining in the sun.
The white T-shirt is very short, which can’t cover the arms or the waist.
Very short jeans, seemingly even shorter than the previous person's pants.
Mu Zhengguang took a look and then stopped looking.
Yang Shuyu was observing Mu Zhengguang's every move and spying on every thought in his mind. Usually, the environment in the school is relatively simple, and the concentration of evil gathered here is not too high. It is just right to test Mu Zhengguang with this concentration of evil, because this is his weakness.
One night, the lights in the dormitory were turned off. Mu Zhengguang was lying on the bed with his eyes closed, trying to fall asleep early.
"I heard that the president of the music club has a new girlfriend, and she's a freshman."
"He is a Youlong, so it's not surprising that he has a new girlfriend. I just don't know how long this girlfriend can play with him."
"Two months at most, no longer."
"I think it's not a good idea to find a junior school girl. She doesn't know anything and needs to be taught. He should find a senior school girl."
"He will be a senior next year. If he doesn't find a senior this year, there won't be any."
"Don't we have graduate students in our school? There are also some in the Normal University next door."
"Maybe he has looked for her too. Isn't it easier to find a senior than a junior?"
"Why mention seniors for no reason? Some people never meet a virgin in their entire life. He must have met more than a dozen in the past two years, right?"
"That's suitable for all ages. It's just for fun anyway, and I won't marry you."
"He played more than a dozen when he was in college, and he must have played them in high school as well, so that's more than 20 in total, right?"
"How about making him rich? He also lives outside the dormitory..."
At this point, the chatter suddenly stopped.
When he was with Xu, Mu Zhengguang never crossed the line. Even now, when Xu is gone, he has never regretted it. The relationship between the two is not a husband-and-wife relationship. Under the constraints of the bottom line and principles, no matter how many times time goes back or how many choices he is given, things that should not happen will not happen. Abandoning the bottom line and principles for the sake of temporary enjoyment is something that is truly worth regretting.
Some people are serious and serious when facing evil, but in fact they are shouting in their hearts, "If I have a chance, I will try it too." Mu Zhengguang is not such a person. In his heart, Mu Zhengguang cursed his roommates over and over again: maybe in time, these people will end up with a tragic ending. Yang Shuyu saw Mu Zhengguang's attitude and heard his curse. Such a curse is too severe and seems to be able to transcend the world. It's a pity that Mu Zhengguang in the world would think so when he heard these words, and he should think so in the real world.
If the influence of the regretful world on him is not eliminated, Mu Zhengguang in the real world is very likely to write decrees at will like Zhao Yuxi to punish those he hates. Although this is not a bad thing, it is not a good thing either, because the starting point of Mu Zhengguang's writing of the decree is malice and curse.
He suppressed this kind of evil with malice and curses, which was also a way to get through, but this method was not stable. If the concentration of evil was increased, he would definitely collapse.
Yang Shuyu is worried about the people in the world of regret, and also worried about the people outside the world of regret.
Winter is here and the temperature is very low. Mu Zhengguang is used to finding a classroom with few people to sit in, look at old photos, or lie down and rest for a while, but he can't rest for too long, otherwise he will not be able to sleep at night and will have to hear their chats.
The holidays are over again, school has started again, and spring campus recruitment has begun.
There is one more topic in the night conversation after lights out: work.
Some students do not plan to find a job for the time being. They are about to take the postgraduate entrance examination, or have already been successfully admitted to graduate school, and some are preparing to go abroad.
As for those students who plan to find a job, some have found jobs very close to home and can commute to get off work in just a few minutes by riding an electric scooter.
Some classmates signed a contract with a large company in Shendu City and also found a job for their girlfriend in the city. They expect to buy a house in the city after 20 years of hard work.
Mu Zhengguang was working on his graduation project, which had just begun, and was also looking for a job, but hadn't found one yet. He became more and more depressed as he listened to these rumors, which seemed to be true but were unknown.
Regardless of whether the rumors are true or false, Mu Zhengguang becomes very unhappy when he thinks that some people are actually experiencing the life in the rumors or even a life far better than the rumors. Negative emotions such as inferiority, depression, anxiety, jealousy, hatred, fear, sadness, and complaints continuously pour out and gradually settle in his heart of darkness and confusion until they become heavy ink and color.
Since he couldn't fall asleep lying in bed, Mu Zhengguang decided to go out for a walk. In the dead of night, he moved a chair and sat next to the dormitory building. After the lights were turned off, the dormitory building was dark and dim. The windows were like many blind eyes, casting a creepy gaze along with the cold wind at night.
I have been stared at with malicious eyes, and I have also been stared at with kind eyes.
I accepted the malicious looks, but now I seem powerless to deal with their malice.
Mu Zhengguang opened his phone and found the first photo with Xu.
2022 5 Month 25 Day.
She was wearing a grass green T-shirt and grey trousers, and her long hair was loose and fell on both of their shoulders.
"Sister, thank you."
Mu Zhengguang stared at the photo for a long time, but the kind look did not reduce the sad emotions in his heart, nor did it change his current living situation. He turned off his mobile phone and put it aside, crossed his arms, put them on his legs, lowered his head, and his hair touched his arms.
Tears fell on my pants, making them slightly wet.
There was silent crying early this morning.
The next morning, there was also a problem.
In the early morning of the third day, Mu Zhengguang was looking through Xu's photos again.
If she were still alive, after nearly a year, I would have a lot more photos of her in my phone. After so much time, I wonder if she has come back to the world. I hope this reincarnation can bring her closer to justice.
(End of this chapter)