Chapter 418 The Mission of Regret

Mu Zhengguang's sight fell on "Jujiang City". Jujiang City was not far from Qichuan City. He wanted to go to Jujiang City after the college entrance examination, take a look at the lake in the city, and also take a look at the Ferris wheel by the lake. Maybe revisiting the old place would make the corresponding memories clearer.

The first time he confessed his love to someone was in a dream. It just so happened that the scene in the dream also happened in reality, so if that was the case, he should go and see it. He thought that if he had enough pocket money, he could also go to Shendu City to see the castle.

As for Siyun City, Changyu City, Hujiang City, Yongjie City, and Jinshi City, there was no need to go there in the near future. Especially Hujiang City and Jinshi City, Xu stayed in these two cities for less than a day, and the traces left were very limited. Of course, the role of revisiting the old places was also limited.

The teacher is here.

Mu Zhengguang moved the test paper to cover the paper recording his dream.

After the teacher left, Mu Zhengguang wrote quickly and wrote many words on the paper.

Xu’s birthday, April 2005, 4.

First time watching a movie together, December 2021, 12.

Now I think there was nothing wrong with what Xu said at the time. The man asked her, "Is he your boyfriend?" She said, "No, we are brother and sister." This answer was true and intimate enough. But it was not the answer I wanted to hear, so I was a little dissatisfied with it and felt that Xu was not proactive enough.

In fact, Xu was very proactive. When we first met, she was the one who spoke to me first and handed me snacks first. After graduating from college, at my house, "Because we can get married in another year", and at the amusement park, "Let's get the marriage certificate on December 12 this year", these words were all said by her first, and she made all the decisions.

From the beginning to the end, she was more proactive than me. If she was not so proactive, or if she always wanted to wait like me, our future would be very different.

In just a moment, I made an unfair assessment of her. My fantasy and my selfish desires had invisibly harmed our relationship and her. On the day we watched a movie together, I was not as mature and steady as Xu in my dream.

There is less than half a year left until December 2021, 12. When reality and dreams come together, will the real me catch up with the dream me? I guess I can't catch up, right? The dream me, with Xu's help, has grown faster than the real me.

Cui Yunqing saw Mu Zhengguang's regret. The gap between "dream" and "reality" is enough to make many happy people suddenly unhappy. Continue to recall, before completely forgetting the dream, turning all the happiness in the dream into regret, perhaps it is enough to build a cage.

On the Ferris wheel, I confessed my love to Xu, and it was Xu who took the initiative to invite me to ride the Ferris wheel, and she also told me that the Ferris wheel "takes 13 minutes and 14 seconds to make one rotation."

She was waiting for me to confess to her, waiting for me to say "I like you and I want to be with you", but before that, she had already confessed to me with the "1314" Ferris wheel.

On the day of confession, the me in my dream was still not as mature and steady as Xu.

On August 2022, 8, Xu and I boarded the train to Changyu City, and on August 26, we arrived at Baisong University.

On September 2023, 9, Xu and I officially lived off campus.

Everything is related to her initiative. How can I learn to be half as proactive as she is?

Others could not see that Mu Zhengguang was crying, but Cui Yunqing, who was watching him all the time, could see that there was a different kind of brilliance in his eyes, which was because of the water and also because of regret. Mu Zhengguang discovered a more frightening problem: Xu took the initiative with me in the dream, so who should I take the initiative with in reality? I want to learn this ability, but in the environment I am in, there is no opportunity to learn it, nor the opportunity to put it into practice.

He sighed softly and shook his head. The tears in his eyes were still there, but there was a smile on his face, as if he was mocking himself, mocking his own ignorance.

Crying is because of regret, laughing is also because of regret. Happiness in dreams and misfortune in reality are all regrets. The greatness of the power of regret permeates every corner of human life. People should accept the baptism of this great power, survival of the fittest, this is the mission of the power of regret, and it is also the only "correct use" of the power of regret.

The more Cui Yunqing thought about it, the more excited she became. The power of regret brought harm to others, but this power could bring her joy, excitement, inspiration, and confidence. Her regrets were being made up, and she seemed to see a world without regrets.

In December 2025, Xu took the postgraduate entrance examination.

In June 2026, Xu and I graduated from Baisong University.

We set July 2027, 7 as our wedding date.

On December 2027, 12, the dream ends.

There are a lot of words on the paper, and it's very messy. There are more than a dozen arrows on the paper. Draw an arrow from here to lead this line of words to there, and draw an arrow from there to lead that line of words to here. Under the guidance of multiple arrows, the events are arranged in chronological order.

After the morning self-study, Mu Zhengguang looked at the paper and suddenly felt that everything that happened on the paper was so strange.

Did I confess my feelings to someone? How did it feel to confess my feelings to someone? Why don't I remember it?

Xu's score was 602, and my score in the dream was 587. I confessed my love to her, and it turned out to be successful?

At Baisong University, the gender ratio is very different. During her college years, Xu had many opportunities to obtain better material conditions, some of which were even free of loss for her.

If I were her, I would also give up, because those choices were all wrong, but I would doubt again and again whether choosing "me" was the right choice. Although each doubt would bring the same answer, my hesitation and hesitation would damage the relationship between the two and make their future more complicated.

I made an unfair assessment of her in my dream, and I did the same in reality. I saw that she was concerned about her grades, so I denied her growth rate. Such an assessment was far from the truth. Now I am far inferior to Xu, at least Xu would not make an assessment of me in my dream that was far from the truth.

I should thank her for her fairness.

Cui Yunqing heard Mu Zhengguang's thanks again. His voice was drowned out by the sound of reading and reciting, barely audible. His regrets were suddenly washed away and disappeared.

Strange! Could thanking someone also eliminate regrets? Even if it could eliminate regrets, it shouldn't be eliminated so quickly, right? Why? In the dream, he was under sixteen years old, and he didn't get any help from Xu and Xu Yingze. Why did he have the ability to eliminate regrets? What method did he use? What kind of negative emotions did he cultivate to be able to defeat the unfathomable regrets in an instant?
Cui Yunqing did not see any obvious negative emotions, and those strong negative emotions that could threaten regrets did not exist at all. But at this time, he did not have too many positive emotions. This meant that he did not rely on emotions to forcibly suppress regrets in a short period of time, but he really let go of the things that once made him feel regretful!

why!
Mu Zhengguang in the transitional world is not as good as Mu Zhengguang in the world of regret, and far inferior to Mu Zhengguang in the real world. Why can he easily overcome regret?

(End of this chapter)