Chapter 195: Memories That Never Fade

Zhao Yuxi is very interested in Gu Tingzhou's emotional experience, but she is interested in more than just the emotional experience.

In Song Yihan's description, she heard some things she had thought about before. For example, Gu Tingzhou was bullied when he was in junior high school. His academic performance was not bad, but his personality was not very good, his body was not strong enough, and he was not the most suitable target for bullying, but he could be the target of bullying because he did not have much resistance.

Late at night, Ye Zhimeng received another task from the dean. It was still in that familiar school, but the names of the characters had changed. These two names were obviously boys, Zeng Xiangzhou and Liu Zihua. Since they were boys, they definitely couldn't be rivals in love. Let's remove the word "love". Could these people be the dean's enemies?

After thinking about this, Ye Zhimeng was very excited. She sent an email to Yang Shengyao, the director of the temporary branch of Yuqing City, asking him for support.

Yang Shengyao was happy to do it. That was Dean Gu Tingzhou's alma mater. It was reasonable for him to go to the school and find out the Dean's enemies. Although Ye Zhimeng would take away most of the credit, at least when the Dean asked about it, he knew a little and could say a few words. If Ye Zhimeng didn't send him this message, then once the Dean asked, he would be speechless.

On the roadside, at a barbecue stall, Zhao Yuxi and Song Yihan were chatting and laughing: "I have written down all the people you mentioned who bullied Gu Tingzhou. It will take some time to find these people. You have two choices. One is to leave immediately after eating supper, and I will take you to see him. The other is that after I find those people, I will notify you to wait for me here, and then go to see Gu Tingzhou. You told me about his enemies, which is equivalent to helping him, and he will definitely remember your kindness."

"It's nothing, I was just saying it casually. I choose the second one, so I can go back and look for the gift he gave me before."

"Gu Tingzhou actually gives gifts to others. This is really rare. When you play with him, what advantages do you see in him? I want to hear you praise him."

Song Yihan didn't even think about it and immediately answered, "He has good grades."

"Besides that? Apart from this most obvious advantage, what other advantages does he have?"

Song Yihan thought about it for a long time.

What are Gu Tingzhou's strengths? Does he have any particularly outstanding strengths? There are only a handful of boys who can get along well with him, and even fewer girls who can get along well with him. There is no way, because he seems to be particularly afraid of communicating with "strangers". He is the one sitting in the middle seat. Once he was playing with other boys and broke a girl's cup placed by the window. He was particularly afraid that the girl would ask him to pay compensation. He told me about this.

Could it be that, apart from his good academic performance, he really has no other advantages? I figured it out! His advantage is that when I am angry with him, he will not be angry with me. Sometimes I am annoyed by his questions and will loudly blame him, but he never refutes me. For me, this is an advantage, but for others, can it be considered an advantage?

Zhao Yuxi stared at Song Yihan for a long time: her state at this moment was quite complicated, entangled, hesitant, surprised, doubtful, worried, timid, all these things mixed together, making it difficult to guess her thoughts through her outward behavior.

"Gu Tingzhou four years ago couldn't have only one advantage. If you really can't think of his advantages, then let me ask you another way. Why do you want to play with him?"

It was too difficult for her to tell the advantages of Gu Tingzhou, but as for why she was willing to play with Gu Tingzhou, she already had the answer to this question.

Song Yihan let out a long sigh of relief. She said somewhat proudly, "Because he is willing to be nice to me, he is never angry with me."

"Very good, these two reasons are enough. He likes your appearance, so he is particularly tolerant of you. Apart from this, are there any other reasons?"

"Yes. It's easy to be with Gu Tingzhou. He's like a child." Zhao Yuxi was a little disappointed: The person you like treats you like a child. Maybe you didn't notice it at the time, but now, four years later, do you still not notice it? You must be aware of it. It's really strange. You obviously don't reject sister-brother relationships, but why don't you want to call me sister?
"As easy to fool and satisfy as a child, right? But Gu Tingzhou is not easy to fool after he grows up. He is an adult with his own thoughts. If you want to fool him, you have to be very careful. Fortunately, he is still as easy to satisfy as before. I gave you this important information, you can use it yourself."

Song Yihan was overjoyed: "Thank you, thank you."

"Has he confessed to you?" This question is important, but Zhao Yuxi thinks she has already guessed the answer, so she is not in a hurry to ask. Gu Tingzhou definitely did not confess to Song Yihan. Whether the confession was successful or failed, his position and expression during the graduation photo shoot could not have been the same as they were back then.

"No."

"Let me ask you one last question. Has he ever called you sister?"

"nor."

"I think I understand his idea. I wish you good luck. I'm leaving now. Before I leave, I'll give you a small gift." Zhao Yuxi took out her hairpin and handed it to her. "Keep it. It's made of pure gold."

Song Yihan was overjoyed. She quickly stretched out her hands to take the hairpin: "Thank you, thank you."

Zhao Yuxi didn't listen to Song Yihan's thanks, nor did she reply to Song Yihan. She used the elements to dissolve, and stayed away from the milk tea shop and the street.

Zhao Yuxi came to Gu Tingzhu's house and sat in his bedroom for a long time.

She really understood what Gu Tingzhou was thinking.

What you like is Song Yihan's gentleness and beautiful appearance, and you think you can protect her. Although when you are with her, she doesn't need your protection, and even needs your protection, and she will occasionally help you.

You didn't call her sister, which is understandable. Because you are not looking for someone you can rely on, but someone you can take care of. The person you are looking for is very different from what you imagined, but you like her appearance so much that you are particularly tolerant of her. Gradually, you can accept her personality and her ideas.

This kind of love based on appearance is simple, casual and fragile. However, if she lives in your memory, then this love will become extremely solid, because the person in your memory will always be the same as before. When you see her, you will no longer like her.

Zhao Yuxi took out the graduation photo again.

Gu Tingzhou in the photo looks soft and delicate, like a leaf in spring.

Your expression shows your lively and energetic mind. The person you like knows your thoughts, but unfortunately, she doesn't respond to your love in the way you want.

(End of this chapter)