Chapter 583 A Lifetime
Master Xiao was the only one who knew about her disgraceful deeds.
Even she was ashamed of what she had done during that time.
She didn't dare tell anyone.
The only person who knows is Master Xiao.
Therefore, Master Xiao's affirmation of her is extremely important.
Otherwise, she was afraid that she would fall into self-loathing and be unable to get out of it.
……
"Hate?"
Xiao Xiao raised his eyebrows in surprise, "Why?"
Did he do something that caused the child to misunderstand him? Or did he say something that caused the child to misunderstand him?
Why would he hate a child for no reason?
……
"Because I'm a bad boy."
Guo Shan said hesitantly, her voice hoarse.
Then, his dark eyes looked at Xiao Xiao cautiously and with some grievance, "Master Xiao ignored me."
"I've been talking to my brother."
……
Guo Shan's "accusation" made Xiao Xiao, who was somewhat confused, understand everything instantly.
He chuckled quietly.
He knew that to this child, he was special.
He is the only one who knows the child's secret.
The secret that bothered the child and made him feel disgusted every time he thought about it.
……
Xiao Xiao reached out and touched Guo Shan's soft head.
"Guo Shan is a good kid."
That thing is over.
He didn't want the child to be too immersed in it.
Maybe this child always feels that he was terrible in the past, but one must always look forward.
He believed that the child was a kind child.
Because now, he could also see the guilt and regret in the boy's eyes.
But, enough is enough.
After all, the monster was beyond the ability of a child to bear, so there was nothing wrong with the child simply retreating out of fear.
She doesn't need to be too hard on herself.
No one is born brave, but as long as you have a heart that wants to be brave, even if you are afraid, that originally cowardly heart will become stronger and braver.
……
Xiao Xiao gently pressed the top of Guo Shan's head with his palm.
He could see the determination in the child's eyes.
"Guo Shan has worked very hard."
"Don't push yourself too hard."
“It’s okay to take a break once in a while.”
……
Guo Shan raised her head and looked at Xiao Xiao. Her big eyes, washed by tears, looked even clearer and brighter, with a watery gleam in them.
She is asking, can she?
Could she really stop and rest for a while?
Because she had done such an excessive thing to her brother and was too timid to say anything, Guo Shan's inner torment had never been completely resolved.
Even though Master Xiao told her last time that she just needed to be nicer to her brother in the future.
The choices made in the past cannot be changed, but you can decide what to do in the future.
She did.
She is trying to be nice to her brother.
But she found that her brother was always so good to her, but her kindness to him was far from enough.
She always wanted to do something more, something for her brother.
However, the ordinary and regular daily life even made her anxious and upset.
She was frustrated to find that apart from some of the things she was already doing, there seemed to be nothing she could do for her brother.
She retreated when her brother needed her the most.
……
Even so, Guo Shan couldn't just stop and feel at ease.
She always kept thinking about what she could do for her brother.
Even though her head hurt from thinking about it, she didn't want to stop.
She was afraid of forgetting what she had done to her brother. She was afraid of forgetting the mistakes she had made.
She didn't want to make the same mistake again.
She must always remember that she must protect her brother. …
"Ah."
"Silly girl, how can you protect the people you want to protect when you've already collapsed?"
The child looked almost the same as the last time I came to see him, still as thin, or even thinner.
It is obvious that Guo Shan is a little fat.
What a worrying girl.
……
Xiao Xiao spoke in a low voice, and the noise coming from the surroundings made it impossible for Guo's mother and Guo Shan who were nearby to hear clearly what Xiao Xiao said.
This is also the reason why Xiao Xiao did not hesitate to speak.
……
"Guo Shan, don't worry."
Xiao Xiao said in a low and gentle voice, "Don't even think about how to make it up to Guo Shan."
"He is your brother and you are his sister. This blood relationship cannot be severed."
"You have a lifetime to be good to your brother."
"Just work hard to be a better Guo Shan."
"Don't let your mother and brother worry."
……
Guo Shan tilted her head and saw the worried and anxious looks on Guo's mother and Guo Shan's faces.
She stared blankly for a while, and then the corners of her mouth slowly curled up.
She looked at Xiao Xiao again, "Well, I will be a good child and the best sister to my brother."
The little girl clenched her fists, her eyes shining brightly.
She doesn't need to rush.
Why is she in a hurry?
She clearly still had so much time to be good to her brother and repay him for his protection of her.
……
"good."
Xiao Xiao reached out and rubbed the top of Guo Shan's head, then slowly straightened up.
"Shanshan."
Seeing that the conversation here had come to an end, Guo Shan immediately rushed over.
He circled around Guo Shan with a worried look on his face.
……
"Shanshan."
Guo's mother hugged the child and said, "Tell me, what happened to you? Okay?"
As a mother, she didn't know what happened to her child. She felt frustrated. Because of the unknown, she became more and more worried about her child.
The two emotions intertwined together made Guo's mother feel extremely uncomfortable.
……
"Mom, I'm fine."
Even though her eyes were red and there were traces of tears on her face, the little girl showed a bright and cheerful smile. Her eyes were black and clear, revealing an innocent and childish look.
It seems to be the daughter in my memory.
It seems like something is different again.
Guo's mother looked at her daughter, and even though she still had doubts in her heart, a gentle smile appeared on her face.
"It's okay."
Since her daughter didn't want to talk, she didn't want to force her child.
However, "If there is anything, you must tell your mother."
"Or you can tell your brother."
Mother Guo looked at her daughter in her arms lovingly.
She felt indebted to her two children.
Even if it is due to the pressure of life, it is an indisputable fact that children are neglected due to busy work.
As the child grows older, he is always so well-behaved and sensible.
She really felt that God was so kind to her, giving her two such wonderful children.
However, the better the child was, the more guilty she felt.
The children already had no father, and she, as a mother, was rarely with them.
So, now, she doesn't even know what happened to her child.
……
"Yes, Shanshan, tell your brother if you have anything to say."
When the little boy heard his mother's words, he immediately came over, patted his thin chest, and smiled proudly, "Brother will protect you."
(End of this chapter)