Chapter 4535 Everything happens for a reason
The boy left.

The old man felt a little regretful that he couldn't help the boy.

Because of the boy's status...

It's really visibly bad.

There is a tense feeling that is about to be pushed to the breaking point.

……

After that day, the old man couldn't help but start paying attention to whether there were any chickens crowing nearby...

The old man met boys several more times later.

After chatting with the boy for a few minutes, I also learned his name.

The old man was surprised to learn that the boy had asked all the residents in the building but still couldn't find the source of the rooster's crowing.

Especially after so many days, the boys can still hear the crowing of chickens…
The boys are now catching up on their sleep during lunch break at the company.

But this is not a long-term solution.

Moreover, the rest time is far from enough.

His mental illness has seriously affected his work and daily life.

He now falls asleep while standing on the subway.

After being late for work for the first time because he fell asleep and missed his stop, the boy developed the habit of setting the alarm.

……

The boy told the old man that if he couldn't find the source of the rooster's crowing, if he continued to hear the rooster's crowing...

He is considering moving.

But this was a last resort.

This is the house he chose after considering various conditions.

There is a direct subway very close to the company.

This is an old neighborhood.

But the greenery is good and the environment is nice.

The rent was also within his budget.

There is a hospital next to it.

He is really satisfied here.

I want to change to a rental house with similar conditions...

How can it be that easy?

……

Moreover, he has already paid half a year's rent.

A deposit was also paid.

……

In short, if possible, he doesn't want to change his rental house.

There will be a lot of trouble.

but……

If he doesn't solve the problem of the rooster's crowing, he will suffer from mental breakdown.

……

The old man really wanted to help this boy.

pity.

He couldn't help the boy.

because……

He certainly didn't hear the rooster crow.

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How come the boys heard it?

The old man is very strange.

……

Boys are weird too.

After all...it's really weird.

Could it be that the voice was targeted at someone?
Why except him...

Didn't he ever find another person who had the same experience as him?

If his pain wasn't so real, he would have suspected that he was hallucinating.
……

"Maybe... God hates me?"

The boy smiled bitterly.

……

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

The old man frowned.

……

The boy shrugged.

There was a hint of stubbornness on his face.

God just hates him.

God knows how many times he cursed God during this period...
All his limited swear words were directed at God.

……

The old man opened his mouth to speak.

Finally, looking at the boy's gloomy and mocking face, the old man still said nothing.

Boys need channels to vent their emotions.

Otherwise, he felt that boys would drive him crazy.

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"……oops."

The old man realized it later, "I think I talked too much..."

He originally just wanted to explain a few words for Xiao Ding.

Xiao Ding is a good boy.

It was just that the irritability and fatigue from not getting enough rest for a long time almost overwhelmed him...

He became irritable and angry.

When you are busy taking care of yourself, you have no energy to think about others.

……

The old man smiled at Xiao Ding embarrassedly.

I wonder if Xiao Ding minds him talking so much to strangers...

……

Xiao Ding pursed his lips.

he……

do not mind.

He even wanted others to know his situation. He knew about his changes.

He knew that he had become a bad temper and a bad person.

Sometimes when a person is alone, he will feel very regretful when thinking back on what he has said and done.

But he couldn't help himself.

So if others know that his bad words and actions are all caused by reasons, they will not blame him too much.

This would make him feel better.

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"Well, I don't want you to do anything..."

The old man realized belatedly that what he said to the young man might be a bit like... moral kidnapping.
He didn't mean that at all.

It's just the old man's gossip.

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"Xiao Ding."

The old man urged the boy again, "Apologize to this young man."

"It's wrong for you to hurt someone's pet for no reason."

"Just an apology."

"Don't drag it out."

……

The boy pursed his lips.

If it were someone else, boys wouldn’t want to bother with it.

But the old man...

The old man was the only person who showed any concern for him after he got into trouble.

In response to his questions, others just shook their heads and closed the door.

this is nothing.

If it were him, he would have the same attitude when facing a stranger who suddenly came to his door and asked strange questions.

But the elderly are different.

He cared for him, comforted him and enlightened him.

The old man’s warm-heartedness brought great comfort to him, who was working alone in a rented house.

He couldn't tell his family about this.

He didn't want to worry them.

Besides, there's no point in saying it.

It just adds to their burden.

……

The old man knew the strange trouble he was in.

There was no doubt about him, no impatience with him.

Every time I see him, I will say hello to him and ask him if he had a good rest.
He was very grateful to the old man.

He didn't want to disappoint the old man.

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"……sorry."

The boy lowered his eyes.

The voice uttered an apology in a muffled voice.

……

"Didn't you eat?"

The old man walked up to the boy and patted him on the back.

"Louder."

"say clearly."

……

"sorry!"

The boy was startled when the old man took the picture of him.

he blurted out.

This time the voice was louder and clearer.

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"Sorry……"

Now that it has started, the boy won't force it anymore.

"It ran up to me and barked at me..."

The boy rubbed his temple vigorously with his hands.

"I really can't stand loud noises lately..."

The old man just explained the reasons.

He didn't repeat it.

……

"Do not."

The boy corrected, "Any loud noise will make my head swell and hurt."

“I just wanted it to be quiet…”

"But you also know that dogs can't understand human language."

"It barked even louder at me."

"I got angry for a moment..."

He kicked it.

"It's barking at me..."

He kicked again.

After two kicks, he got a little angry.

Just as he was about to kick the dog again, the young man, the dog's owner, appeared.

A series of things happened afterwards...

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The boy's brain was already swollen and painful because of the dog's barking.

His expression and attitude naturally didn't improve.

He even felt a little dizzy.

That's why he didn't leave immediately.

Instead, he stood there and calmed down.

He had a terrible feeling that if he moved he might fall.

He was motionless.

The vision in front of me is a little blurry.

(End of this chapter)