Chapter 3863 Looking for Trouble
It has passed.

Moreover, looking back at what happened back then with today's perspective, there are some emotional ups and downs.

But it certainly won’t get out of control.

However, not losing control does not mean letting go.

What are the old people like that they don’t know about other people?
For him, the pipa had been sentenced to "death" as early as that year.

Therefore, to this day, the old man still speaks with certainty.

There is no room for hesitation or maneuver.

……

After a slight pause, Xiao Xiao raised the corners of his mouth.

"Ok."

"I see."

"I'm sorry to bother you."

The old man's attitude couldn't be clearer.

Moreover, from the old man's narration, including the old man himself, we know that his hatred for the pipa is deep-rooted.

It's an instinctive reaction of the old man.

Even after all these years...

The old man's dislike for the pipa did not diminish in the slightest.

……

The old man was stunned by the young man's straightforward attitude.

The old man grinned.

"I thought you were going to enlighten me or something..."

After all, she was so persistent in getting an answer from him.

Is the result just listening to him talk about some old stories?

……

"Do you need my guidance?"

Xiao Xiao smiled.

……

The old man blinked.

Then the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes relaxed.

"unnecessary."

Why does he need any guidance?
He understands everything.

But he just hated the pipa.

It's okay to vent your anger on others.

This is his private emotion.

It didn't affect anyone-
Well.

It seems to have had an impact.

His dislike for the pipa made a pipa fan very upset.

That's why he is sitting here and talking so much with a strange child.

But so what?
He hasn't even mentioned that guy's love for the pipa irritated him.

They don't care about each other.

……

So, why would he change against his own will?

To put it bluntly, he has one foot almost in the coffin, and he can't have something he hates?
Is he still going to force himself to change?
What is he planning?
……

The young man's reaction made the old man feel better.

He didn't want to finish his story only to have the other party come up and "educate" him.

The other party may have good intentions.

But he really didn't want to accept it.

……

The old man couldn't help but say a few more words to the young man.

"When my father told me that I didn't need to learn pipa anymore, I immediately threw away everything related to pipa that I could and put away everything that I couldn't throw away."

"It's at the bottom of the box."

"I also intend to stop thinking about anything related to the Pipa."

“It seemed like those two months of study were a nightmare.”

"When you wake up from a dream, the contents of the dream are forgotten."

"But now I'm telling you about my story..."

The old man smiled bitterly, "I found that I was very ignorant at that time."

"I must be a big disappointment to my dad."

Dad just wanted to fulfill grandma's wish.

He was always resistant.

Don't even want to try.

But who told his father not to tell him anything?
Later, it was his mother who told him about this matter.

It was the time when his mother talked to him after he came back from a fight at school...

……

Mom hopes he won't have such a strong resistance to learning the pipa.

It was because of grandma that his father wanted him to learn the pipa.

I didn't say I wanted him to become a great person, I just wanted him to treat it as a hobby...

……

But by then it was too late to let him know about this.

He had developed a dislike for the pipa.

He couldn't force himself to do anything he hated.

Faced with his mother's earnest advice, he could only remain silent.

……

His face still showed the pain of the slap his father had given him.

The corners of his mouth were twitching slightly.

The turbulent emotions in his heart made it impossible for him to deal with his mother's words rationally.

Rather than feelings like regret, he felt more resentment in his heart at that time.

Are you blaming your father for not learning to play the pipa himself, and instead forcing your filial piety towards grandma on him?
Isn’t this a bit too cunning, Dad?
……

“But I don’t know if you are completely disappointed in me…” The old man pursed his lips.

"After I stopped learning the pipa, my father never talked to me about the pipa again."

"If he doesn't mention it, I won't mention it either."

"That's how it went."

He didn't have a chance...

What is there to do without a chance?

The old man was stunned.

He suddenly realized that with his temper at that time, even if he was given the opportunity, he would most likely only make the situation worse.

And today, his father has been gone for several years.

Maybe Dad has forgotten about this a long time ago.

Maybe you still remember...

he does not know……

There is no way of knowing.

……

The old man clenched his hands.

His thumb unconsciously rubbed the back of his hand.

So many years have passed...

At this point, it's too late for him to regret...

It's not necessary either.

……

The old man exhaled slowly.

I didn’t think I would have thought before…

Now that he has realized this problem...

The old man pinched his finger bones.

"young people."

He looked at the courageous child.

After all, this kid is quite brave to come directly to a stranger and ask about his privacy.

Or rather, a bit cheeky.

"Do you think I did something wrong?"

"I should have learned to play the pipa at that time..."

"This way, grandma's spirit in heaven will be happy... Dad... will be happy too."

"I also don't know how to fight with others..."

The old man looked a little dazed.

Thinking about it now, his resistance at that time was just childish rebellion.

In fact, there is no need at all.

……

"Old man."

Xiao Xiao waited until the old man finished speaking before speaking.

"No ifs."

He looked at the old man.

"So what you said is meaningless."

……

The old man's pupils contracted for a moment.

a long time……

The corners of the old man's mouth trembled slightly.

"You're so rude."

He thought...

The young man would comfort him.

It will put him at ease.

He would say his grandma and dad wouldn't blame him.
result……

He seemed to have been hit hard.

……

The old man touched his forehead.

"You really..."

heartless.

……

"I just hope you won't dwell on the choice you made back then."

Xiao Xiao smiled slightly.

As he just said, there are no ifs.

The past is set, time cannot be reversed.

Useless reminiscences and assumptions are of no use.

“You don’t need to make it hard on yourself.”

……

The old man was startled again.

But soon, the old man's eyes focused on the young man again.

"…….you're right."

"It's been a long time since then..."

Why should he trouble himself again?

……

"I'll take the liberty of asking."

Xiao Xiao's eyebrows curved slightly.

"How's your relationship with your father?"

……

"of course."

The old man blurted out.

(End of this chapter)