Chapter 3710 Sisi

So, to solve this illusory problem…
They can only fight magic with magic.

Maybe it's useless, but at least it can give them some psychological comfort.

At least they can actually do something.

Instead of just "sitting and waiting for death".

……

But…..
Although I didn't believe it would really work at first...

But when they found out that it really didn't work, they couldn't help but feel disappointed.

……

After disappointment after disappointment...

Xiaoying rebelled.

She didn't want to go to the temple anymore.

I feel like that is silly.

Ridiculous.

She knelt down before the Buddha so devoutly...
Pray again and again.

What did you get in exchange?
Just disappointment again and again.

Xiaoying was a little angry and embarrassed.

……

Since it's useless, why should she waste her time?

It just adds to my frustration.

……

Sisi was very clear about her friend's change of mentality.

Therefore, after she learned about this new temple, she hesitated and did not tell her friends.

She was worried about upsetting her best friend.

I also worry about being rejected by my friends.

In her opinion, it might be another futile effort.

But what if?
What if the temple is effective this time?
A few failures do not prove anything.

Besides...

Didn't they go to the temple to pray in the beginning just with the idea of ​​doing something?

I didn't have any hope in the first place.

How can I talk about disappointment?

Did she think it was unreasonable for her friend to be so disappointed?
……

But Sisi can only think about these thoughts in her heart.

Wouldn't it be irritating to your friends to say it out loud?
My friend doesn't even want to hear the word temple.

But the accident just now made her bring up this matter.

My friend's bad luck continues.

Their efforts need to continue.

I don't know if their efforts will be effective...

But as long as there is a glimmer of hope, they should do it.

No?
……

"Xiaoying."

Sisi pretended not to notice her friend's angry face.

"Then it's settled."

"Let's go there tomorrow morning."

"I'll wake you up tomorrow."

……

Xiaoying opened her mouth.

She felt a surge of anger for a moment.

But a second before her voice came out of her throat...

The card owner.

She made no sound.

Just because of this delay, she pursed her lips.

I really swallowed back what I said before.

She just reminded herself...

She didn't want to get angry with Sisi.

She needed to remind herself of that from time to time.

Because many times, negative emotions such as depression, boredom, and anger will suppress her rationality.

It will cause her to behave out of control.

……

She never liked being out of control.

But during this period of time, she deeply realized that the so-called loss of control is terrible because...

Even though she repeatedly tells herself to be rational, she still speaks ill of others, uses sharp words, and is indiscriminately aggressive.

The whole person is like a firecracker that can be ignited at any time.

Where is the restraint?

……

She thought she had made some progress in the past few days and was able to control her temper a little.

But the scene just now poured a bucket of cold water on her.

In the past, it was just a slight bump...

Or a girl smaller than her...

She wouldn't care at all.

Just look at each other and then continue on your own way.

She's not a porcelain doll.

What's wrong with a bump?
Besides, they didn't do it on purpose.

But she just now...

Her face became increasingly ugly.

She suddenly covered her face.

……

"Xiaoying?"

Sisi looked at her friend with some confusion and worry.

……

"...Sisi."

Xiaoying's hoarse voice came out from behind her hands covering her face.

It became a little more depressing.

"I hate myself for being like this..." "I lose my temper all the time..."

"Getting angry over a small matter..."

"Speaking badly to others."

"… Nonsense."

“…It’s unreasonable…”

These are her past-
No.

It was a trait that even now she hated very much in people.

She never thought that one day...

She will become the person she hates the most.

This is ridiculous.

also……

So sad.

……

"Xiaoying."

Sisi held her friend’s hand.

"Will not."

"You won't become the person you hate unless you want to."

"Besides, you are now able to control your temper more and more."

……

"Where is it?"

Xiaoying frowned fiercely, "I just... "

……

"But you didn't yell at me."

Sisi smiled and said, "Just listen to me and shut up."

“Isn’t this progress?”

……

"…I never yelled at you, did I?"

After a few seconds of silence, Xiaoying was puzzled.

……

"some."

Sisi raised her finger and shook it.

"Do you forget it?"

"That time you were so fierce that you told me to stop interfering...you said I wasn't your parents...you said I had no right to tell you what to do..."

"They also said that even your parents can't control you so easily..."

Sisi paused, "Anyway, you said a lot."

That time, she turned her friend's anger towards herself.

……

Hey?
Xiaoying was stunned.

"These are my words?"

"Did I say those words?"

Did she say these words to Sisi?

how-
Xiaoying’s face froze.

……

Sisi smiled with understanding.

"I remembered?"

"It's not that far away."

After all, Xiaoying's bad luck only lasted for this month.

A month...

Speaking of which, this month has been a very long month for Xiaoying, right?
The same goes for her.

Thinking of other people saying that she was patient and good-tempered, she couldn't help but smile bitterly.

She doesn't know how long she can hold on?

Dancing practice is hard.

As a result, when she has a rare rest, the people around her always spread negative emotions, which makes her feel even more tired.

fortunately……

Xiaoying did not give up on herself.

She was trying hard to control her temper.

Effect……

Yes, there are some.

This gave her the motivation to keep going.

……

Xiaoying pursed her lips tightly.

Eyes drooping.

Yes.

She remembered.

In fact, she couldn't remember exactly why she was angry with Sisi.

After all, there have been too many bad things happening during this period of time. If she kept every single one of them in mind, wouldn't she be depressed to death?

So she almost forgot that she was angry with Sisi.

But when Sisi mentioned...

She quickly remembered.

……

She...was indeed angry with Sisi.

She remembers...

That period was when her emotions were most unstable.

It seems to be the same as today.

It's a little different.

Today, someone bumped into her.

That day, she bumped into someone else.

Even so, she acted that day... as if someone not only bumped into her, but also did something extremely excessive to her...

She cursed.

　ps: Thank you Cangqiong Qianjue for the reward~(*︶*)!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)