Chapter 3638 Turning a blind eye

gentle.

warmth.

It was Xu Enguang's spiritual support for a long time.

Even though he was angry about the elder sister leaving without saying goodbye, every time he thought of the smile that the elder sister showed him...

He still felt like his heart was soaked in warm water.

Very comfortable.

……

Xu Enguang suddenly felt somewhat fortunate.

At least he didn't forget his elder sister completely.

If his elder sister really disappeared from his memory, he would be very sad.

Very sad.

Even though at that time, how could he be sad if he couldn't remember his elder sister?
……

He didn't like the possibility.

Xu Enguang shook his head vigorously.

He wanted to get rid of this unpleasant thought.

……

He remembered his older sister's smile.

Moreover, whenever he saw his older sister, he would recognize her.

He meant that the elder sister appeared in front of him with a familiar face.

Rather than approaching him as a stranger.

……

"...Brother Xiao..."

Xu Enguang clenched his fingers.

"Will I be able to see my elder sister again in the future?"

Brother Xiao told him that he could ask his elder sister next time he saw her.

but……

"I asked my elder sister..."

"When we said goodbye last time..."

Thinking of that long-awaited meeting, Xu Enguang felt complicated.

Happiness and disappointment intertwined.

The pure joy he originally thought was felt was tainted with some twilight.

In retrospect -
Even though I didn't want to, I still couldn't help feeling a little melancholy.

"I asked my elder sister..."

"Can we meet again in the future?"

Xu Enguang suddenly thought of something.

"...Big sister doesn't want to give me her contact information..."
Even though he really hoped that his elder sister could give it to him.

He couldn't figure it out.

The elder sister is very nice to him.

But I have always refused on this point.

just now……

He thought he understood.

The eldest sister is a monster.
Where can we find human contact?
It’s not that the elder sister didn’t give him her contact information.

But the elder sister simply didn't have any contact information to give him.

……

So this is ah.

After knowing that the elder sister was a monster, many details that he couldn't understand when getting along with the elder sister... details that he deliberately ignored... all had reasonable explanations.

……

"Big sister said she didn't know..."

Recalling the scene when his elder sister answered him, Xu Enguang still felt sad and hurt.

He was so proactive and positive in wanting to maintain his connection with his older sister.

This was a first for him.

It's hard to come by.

It's also difficult.

This was something he was very bad at.

He found out...

He is the only one who takes the initiative.

Even though he tried hard to take ninety-nine steps, the elder sister seemed unwilling to take the last step.

Is it something he did wrong?
He was embarrassed, sad, and at a loss. He wished that time could go back and he would not have to do anything...

That way he can still deceive himself...

……

He really isn't good at this kind of thing...
He smiled bitterly.

There seemed to be a faint light in the corner of his eyes.

"...Big sister said to let nature take its course..."

Maybe it's because he's not giving up -
This surprised even himself.

He was clearly feeling sad and embarrassed, but he was still stubbornly seeking an answer...

Maybe it's just that since I've asked all the questions and I've lost face, why not ask a few more questions?
He knew in his heart, and his elder sister had also said, that this might be their last meeting.

If he doesn't say everything he wants to say... he won't have the chance.

……

"Brother Xiao..."

Xu Enguang asked himself to look into Brother Xiao's eyes.

The shadows of the branches above his head fell on the boy's face, swaying slightly with the breeze.

The boy's expression became a little unpredictable. "You said..."

"That's what my elder sister said..."

"Will I be able to see my elder sister again in the future?"

"Will she still want to see me?"

"She is still willing to..."

"Are you going to appear before me as a big sister?"

Xu Enguang thought of what Brother Xiao said...that little girl is also a big sister...

He has no idea.

He couldn't recognize it.

If the elder sister appears in front of him in a different appearance next time...

He couldn't recognize it.

Xu Enguang squeezed his fingers harder and harder.

He is not that powerful.

……

"Brother Xiao..."

Xu Enguang asked whatever came to his mind.

He has too many questions that need to be answered.

"Why can you recognize the elder sister?"

"Hasn't she changed?"

Xu Enguang tilted his head.

Why could Brother Xiao recognize the older sister who had changed her appearance?

Is there any method?

Can you tell him?

He also wanted... no matter what his elder sister looked like, he would be able to recognize her.

He once thought he could do it.

So long no see...

He knew that his elder sister might have changed.

But he believed he could recognize his older sister.

Just like what he had read in many books...

Even if they haven't seen each other for many years, when they meet again, even if both of them have changed in size or big way, they can recognize each other as if they have telepathy.

Because the friendship between them is still in their hearts.

He thought the same would happen to him and his older sister.

But the facts told him...

No, no, he was overthinking...

……

But what he didn't do, Brother Xiao did.

He was envious.

Also very curious.

He was eager to know why Brother Xiao recognized the other person.

This way, next time...will he be able to recognize the big sister who appears next to him?

if that is the case……

Even if the elder sister doesn't recognize him, he will not miss her.

Yes.

In fact, after knowing that the little girl was the older sister, he still had a doubt.

Just ...

The big sister became a little girl.

It was understandable that he did not recognize his elder sister.

But the elder sister should -
No, I'm sure I'll recognize him.

His appearance hadn't changed much.

Compared to his older sister, he can even be said to have not changed at all.

So……

Why didn’t the older sister who recognized him acknowledge him?

He has spoken to the little girl...

He tried to recall the look on the little girl's face when he had spoken to her.

But I found that the little girl in my memory seemed to be covered by a thin veil.

He couldn't see clearly.

……

But in the end, he didn't ask the question.

He didn't want to "humiliate himself".

Thinking of what my elder sister said, "I don't know" and "Let it be"...

He suddenly felt that it was not strange that his elder sister "turned a blind eye" to him.

……

Ah.

Xu Enguang laughed at himself in his heart.

So what?

Even though the elder sister's attitude was so clear, he still wanted to see her again.

It didn’t matter that the older sister “turned a blind eye” to him.

He would not turn a blind eye to his elder sister.

But it is his subjective matter and he cannot do it.

　ps: Thank you Cangqiong Qianjue for the reward~(*︶*)!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)