Chapter 3498 Spring Outing
The elder sister's gentleness and patience gave him great comfort.

Later, it wasn't just about mom and dad.

And then there are things at school.

He would tell his elder sister.

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The little boy is shy by nature.

The relationship between mom and dad at home is getting worse and worse.

Cold war, quarrels...

Similar scenes played out before his eyes almost every day.

The content of the quarrel was similar.

In such an environment, he became more silent and sensitive.

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He strives to be transparent.

It's not that he doesn't want to do anything.

But he knew clearly that he could do nothing.

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These two people didn't care about him.

Even though he was their child.

But they just didn't care about him.

Naturally, it is even less likely that they will change because of his persuasion.

They didn't even bother to act in front of him.

They have always been very authentic.

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He actually tried hard.

He was too scared.

The two people quarreled too fiercely.

The sound was so loud that it made his head hurt.

Both of them looked horrible.

The words he said were horrible.

He couldn't stand it.

He had a rare outburst.

At least that's how it seemed to him.

Although the fact is, the sound he made was as small as a mosquito's buzz.

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No one paid any attention to him.

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The two men also started smashing things.

The sound of porcelain breaking on the ground was sharp and harsh.

The flying debris has sharp arcs.

He was hurt.

A tiny shard of porcelain scratched the back of his hand.

The next second, blood flowed out of the tiny cut.

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He cried.

howling.

He doesn't want his parents to quarrel.

Don't let them fight.

He was so scared.

Really scared.

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The two men were frightened by him.

They saw the bloody back of his hand.

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Because of his injury, the two men finally stopped their escalating quarrel.

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He naively thought that things would change.

It turned out not to be.

His wound was roughly cleaned and a band-aid was put on it.

Dad slammed the door and left.

Mom looked indifferent.

Ask him to stay away from them next time when they are arguing.

Otherwise, no one will take care of him if he gets hurt again next time.

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He bit his lower lip.

Otherwise, he was afraid that he would cry out loud again.

Then I got my mother's impatient look.

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This attempt completely put an end to the little boy's further thoughts.

He didn't want to face his parents' indifference towards him so directly.

He would rather be like a quail, deceiving himself and others.

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He was used to silence.

The same is true in school.

He is not of a lively temperament.

Even his deskmates always chat with the people sitting in front of them.

The same goes for borrowing things.

Asking questions too.

But she never looks for him who sits at the same table with her.

He pretended not to care.

During physical education class, he always went to the playground alone.

When it was necessary to form groups for activities, he would stand alone awkwardly, waiting for the last person to form a team with him.

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He also wants a friend who can attend physical education class with him, chat with him during breaks, and walk to the school gate or even further with him after school...

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The loneliness at home and at school made him even more silent.

My heart is in torment almost every moment.

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In front of others, he can still pretend nothing happened.

Because he knew that even if he showed it, he wouldn't get the response he wanted.

He has hit a wall with his parents, so how can he expect anything from others who have an even more distant relationship with him?

But the elder sister was different. He could clearly feel her care for him.

He couldn't hold on in front of his elder sister.

He himself felt embarrassed.

It seemed like every time he saw his elder sister, he would cry, complain, and whine...

He was worried that his elder sister would get tired of listening to him and find him annoying.

I don't want to... deal with him anymore.

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He tried to control himself.

I felt uneasy.

If the elder sister was also indifferent to him like his parents...

he……

He didn't know what would happen to him.

too frightening.

He didn't even dare to think about it.

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But he couldn't always control himself.

He is too depressed at home and at school.

He needs to vent and talk.

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On this day, the school had a spring outing.

The spring outing in elementary school is simple.

Just go to a scenic spot, then a few people get together, spread out a picnic blanket, sit together, eat, drink, laugh and have fun.

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If it weren’t for the fact that parents need to ask teachers for leave to go on the spring outing, the little boy wouldn’t want to go on the spring outing at all.

There is also an autumn outing.

Unlike other children who look forward to the spring and autumn tours, he starts to get nervous the moment he receives the notice.

For other children, spring and autumn outings are fun times.

For him, there was only embarrassment and helplessness from beginning to end.

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He talked a lot to his elder sister.

I also spent several days preparing myself mentally.

But when the day really came, I saw the scenes I imagined playing out in front of me: others were chatting and laughing as they picked a place and spread out the picnic blanket...

His whole body stiffened.

Before anyone noticed him, he turned around and left in a hurry.

He knew that as long as he said so, his classmates wouldn't mind having him there.

He knows...

But he couldn't speak.

No one invited him.

He couldn't naturally walk up to someone, then ask with a smile...can he join them?

He can't.

Just thinking about it made him so nervous that he almost fainted.

He hesitated for a while and decided to let himself go.

Don't force yourself.

Besides, what if he joined?

He was still sitting there alone.

Watching other people laughing and joking.

In this case……

Don't join in the first place.

Save him from embarrassment.

Others may also feel uncomfortable.

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Gradually, the little boy could no longer hear the other children's laughter.

He slowed down.

He looked around.

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The little boy deliberately chose to walk to a place with few people.

This trail is very quiet.

The tree crowns on both sides are lush.

The sunlight faintly outlines the green leaves.

The trees cast colorful shadows.

Ah!
The little boy's eyes lit up.

He saw a seat not far away.

But then, his eyes dimmed.

There is someone in the seat.

They are an old grandfather and grandmother.

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"!?"

The little boy's heart skipped a beat when he stumbled.

It's just that he didn't have time to react.

His body fell forward.

He looked horrified.

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"careful!"

As the voice reached his ears, the little boy felt a force pulling him.

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"Are you OK?"

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The little boy blinked.

A look of shock on his face.

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"Hey."

A hand waved in front of the little boy's face.

"Are you stupid?"

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"I'm not stupid."

The little boy retorted subconsciously.

As soon as he said this, the little boy felt his uneasy heartbeat slowly calm down.

　ps: Thank you Cangqiong Qianjue for the reward~(*︶*)!

　　
　
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