Chapter 3332: More Care
The man was in great torment.
Especially when I think of...
He really owed a lot to this child.
At first, out of his cowardice, he deliberately avoided the child.
It gives others the opportunity to hurt your child.
And it's right under my nose.
……
Then he was awakened by reality.
Although the child has suffered for several years.
He vowed to make it up to the child.
only……
The lack of time spent with children for many years made him a little unsure about how to get along with this child.
Even if the elderly say that we just need to pay more attention to the children.
The child is still young.
As long as he treats you sincerely.
You can still win back the child's heart.
But the principle is easy to understand, but when it comes to actually putting it into practice... it is full of difficulties.
He can do a lot for children.
This does not include spending time alone and naturally with your children.
He is not good with children.
Even though it's my own child.
and……
He is used to giving this child the cold shoulder.
Ask him to correct it...
It's not easy for him.
……
Every time he was alone with the child, the child was very cautious with him.
He knew that this was the result of the causes he had planted in the past.
It's his sin.
He was actually very cautious with this child.
He didn't want the child to get hurt again.
……
How can two cautious people get along harmoniously?
Doesn't he know how the child feels?
He just felt embarrassed and at a loss.
Maybe the child feels the same way as he does?
……
So even though it had been a few years since he changed his attitude towards his children, his relationship with them didn't seem to be developing as fast as he initially thought.
……
He was anxious.
Also very frustrating.
But once he faces children, he habitually "holds it up".
……
Now the child is gone.
All the emotions he had towards his child in the past few years: guilt, apology, self-blame, and a strong concern and love that he didn't know how to express...
It seems that it has reached the critical point of explosion.
For a moment the man thought he was a balloon.
Or a balloon about to burst.
This feeling of being lifted up in his heart, feeling uneasy and as if something was about to overflow made him more and more anxious and uncomfortable.
He was going crazy.
……
Finally seeing the child, he could hardly control the emotions surging in his heart.
Not until he held the child firmly in his arms did his restlessly beating heart finally stop hanging in the air.
"Little starry sky..."
The corners of the man's eyes were slightly red.
"You scared Dad to death..."
……
"dad……"
This is the first time I'm so close to my dad...
The girl was confused and at a loss.
Just now she said that her father had never hugged her...
She has seen many times the scenes of fathers holding their children or children sitting on their fathers' shoulders at the school gate, on the street...
She always glanced and then looked away.
……
If you don't look, you won't envy.
She didn't envy those children being held by their fathers.
What she envied... was the intimate atmosphere between them.
Just like how she gets along with her grandparents.
She also hopes that the relationship between her and her father will be the same.
……
The girl's eyes looked a little dim.
Every time I realize that my father doesn’t like his child like other classmates’ fathers, he likes her...
She felt very depressed.
very sad.
She can't help but doubt herself.
Even doubt my grandparents.
Are grandparents lying to her?
She is actually not as good as her grandparents say.
otherwise……
Why did her father never come to pick her up from school?
I didn't sign her test paper...
I never came to school to hold a parent-teacher conference for her...
Didn't you praise her for getting a perfect score in the exam?
She hardly even sees her dad...
....
But she got all of these later.
……
It was raining that day and she didn't take an umbrella.
Just as she was lingering in the classroom hoping that the rain would stop soon, she saw her father appear at the door of the classroom. It was the first time that her father came to the school to pick her up.
……
That day, Dad walked into her room and asked her if she had any test paper to sign.
She was surprised.
How did Dad know?
In the past, she would take the test paper and prepare herself mentally before going to her mother for her signature.
This was the first time that someone in the family…or her father, took the initiative to ask her to sign the test paper.
……
Dad said that was what the teacher sent him in a message.
She was more and more surprised.
what?
Did the teacher send a message to dad?
……
As if seeing that she was too surprised, Dad smiled.
He said he told the teacher.
From now on, the teacher will contact him regarding her matters.
……
The girl couldn't tell what she felt at that moment...
She took out the test paper in a daze.
Dad praised her.
Said she was amazing.
You did so well in the exam.
……
That night, she was lying in bed and suddenly felt happy.
She grinned foolishly for a long time before falling asleep.
……
Her life changed.
Dad is no longer just a noun to her.
Dad is more present in her life.
So when she found out her father was going to attend her parent-teacher meeting, she didn't seem as surprised as she had imagined.
But in her heart she was already cheering.
……
Dad has changed.
The girl finally realized this.
……
Even though she knew her father had changed...
But at this moment, her father still made her feel a little strange.
This was the first time she felt it so directly...
Dad cares about her...
Seems like there's more than she thought...?
……
"dad……"
Actually, Dad hugged me a little too tight.
The girl felt some pain.
But she frowned and said nothing.
On the one hand, she was used to being patient.
On the other hand, she was somewhat reluctant and afraid.
She couldn't bear to see her father being so close to her.
Afraid… This time she pushed her father away, and he wouldn’t be so close to her afterwards.
……
"uncle."
Xiao Xiao spoke.
"You hugged me too hard and hurt little Gypsophila."
……
"what?"
The man suddenly distanced himself from the child.
He noticed the child's brows that he didn't have time to relax.
He was a little annoyed.
"I'm sorry, little star."
"Dad is so excited."
……
The girl shook her head.
A smile broke out on his face.
"I am fine."
……
"Is it really okay?"
The man looked the child up and down.
What he actually asked was whether anything had happened to the child during the time he was missing?
"where did you go?"
"Are you injured?"
"Any trouble?"
The man asked more clearly.
……
The girl couldn't help but glance at Master Xiao opposite her.
she……
She didn't want her father to know that she almost got into a car accident because of her negligence.
Whether her father was angry with her or worried about her, it was not what she wanted to see.
But isn't this a lie...
Is it bad?
And she didn’t say…
Master Xiao won’t tell me either?
The girl was both conflicted and anxious.
……
"Baby Gypsophila left the park to chase a cat."
Xiao Xiao winked at the girl quietly.
ps: Thank you Cangqiong Qianjue for the reward~(*︶*)!
(End of this chapter)