Chapter 3219 A bad start
His desk mate thought that the boy was still struggling with the question that he shouldn't have gotten wrong, and was shocked.

This is probably the high demands that a so-called academic master places on himself...

He was amazed and felt inferior to him.

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The classmate at the same table was very tactful and didn't bother the boy.

He didn't want to run into the muzzle of the gun.

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The first words from my deskmate were like a spell that opened Pandora's box.

The memory of that year gradually awakened in the boy's mind.

Even though the boy hadn't meant to, the memories became clearer and clearer.

It's like a black and white film being stained with color.

The yellowed background gradually fades.

Time flows quickly on it.

But it flows backwards.

The colors of the film are getting brighter and brighter.

Like something brand new.

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The images on the film seem to come alive.

vivid.

Very vivid.

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boy:……

He pressed his temple hard.

It’s like I want to push those memories back again.

pity……

He was disappointed.

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The school bell rang and the classroom suddenly became noisy.

The students walked very fast.

The boy and his deskmate followed the crowd and walked out of the school.

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Before parting, the deskmate patted the boy on the shoulder.

"University bully, don't put too much pressure on yourself."

"You got full marks this time, what will you do next time?"

“Always leave some room for improvement next time.”

"is not it?"

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Ok?
The boy was slightly stunned.

Then I realized that my deskmate might have misunderstood something.

He grinned.

"No."

"I was thinking about other things."

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"Really?"

My deskmate looked skeptical.

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"real."

The boy laughed.

"Although I felt annoyed, I didn't spend a whole day struggling over a question."

"Besides..."

Although it may sound a bit arrogant...

The boy coughed slightly, "I still got first place."

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Deskmate:……

"It's too hurtful to talk to a bully."

My deskmate looked irritated.

Still took first place...
Listen to what this is saying.

Yo.

You feel really wronged.

My deskmate twitched his lips.

Even though he was so careless, he still got first place.

.......
The boy's expression was somewhat innocent.

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My deskmate waved.

"Okay, I'm glad you're okay."

"I thought you were just being stubborn, and I kept thinking about how to enlighten you..."

As a result, the boy's words just now were absolutely fatal.

"I am leaving."

"Goodbye."

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"Goodbye."

The boy waved to his deskmate.

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"See you tomorrow."

My deskmate didn't turn around.

He stretched out his hand and waved it backwards.

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"Ah."

The boy smiled, "See you tomorrow."

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The boy turned around.

A few minutes later, he stopped at an intersection.

He was hesitating.

Looking back now, he didn't know why he really never went to the park and looked for Yaya?
No.

The answer is simple.

He has to keep his promise with his mother.

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Crow...

Today, a name that the boy had forgotten for a long time was remembered again.

He felt a little melancholy.

In fact, he didn't spend much time with Yaya.

The rumor quickly spread throughout the school.

Many people wondered if he had mental problems?

Because of the influence of my father's unexplained departure...

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Look.

He has a source of mental problems. …

His classmates pointed fingers at him and talked about him.

He once again became the "focus" of everyone's attention.

But he didn't need this kind of focus.

……

But Ya Ya showed up at the perfect time.

Just when he needed a friend the most… Raven appeared.

This established the special place that Ya Ya held in his heart.

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However, the crow that held a special position was forgotten by him.

Because his mother is more important to him.

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Old memories came to his mind. Standing at a familiar yet somewhat unfamiliar intersection, the boy felt a bit like he was homesick.

Especially since he suddenly realized only now that his behavior back then... could be considered as leaving without saying goodbye...

He did the same thing as his dad...
The boy couldn't help but clench his hands.

A feeling of annoyance mixed with a hint of regret spread in his heart.

He didn't want to be like that guy.

That irresponsible, presumptuous, inexplicable... annoying guy.

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For a moment the boy particularly wanted to find Crow.

Explain to her.

Apologize to her.

He took just one step and then stopped.

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He promised his mother not to go to that park again.

But he also knew...

Maybe Mom has forgotten about this a long time ago.

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but……

The park now is like a den of dragons and tigers to him.

He found himself refusing to approach the park.

Are you used to it?
The boy smiled bitterly.

Not approaching the park, bypassing the park... seemed to have become his instinctive reaction.

To overcome your instinctive reaction...

He found it difficult.

He has to fight against himself.

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The boy didn't go to the park in the end.

He returned home.

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the next day……

Day three...

He stayed in the same place.

He was having a heated debate in his mind.

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Day ...

After staring at the ground for a while, the boy sighed silently.

Still turned around.

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Today is Saturday.

Mom went to work.

The boy got up.

It's already noon.

He is no longer as insecure as before, wishing he could follow his mother 24 hours a day.

At that time, even if it was a holiday, as long as his mother got up, he would definitely get up too.

Not anymore.

He regained his ability to sleep in.

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The boy looked out the window.

Clear skies.

The weather is clear and clear.

It's a nice sunny day.

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The boy finished his breakfast, cleaned up the table and the kitchen...

Taking off his dishwashing gloves, he finally made up his mind.

I've been struggling for a week...

Since you care so much... and can't let it go...

Then go and have a look.

Otherwise, he would feel uneasy and unable to completely calm down no matter what he did.

this is not good.

feeling bad.

It was a bit like the time he had a fish bone stuck in his throat.

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Such as knuckles in the throat.

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"Bang~"

The boy touched the house key in his pocket and went out.

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I haven't been to the park for a long time...

After going downstairs, the boy looked a little confused and thought carefully about the location of the park in his memory.

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The boy walked in one direction uncertainly.

He walked very slowly.

My eyes never leave the scenery and buildings on both sides.

.....
"It's right in front."

The boy murmured happily.

He finally became about 70% familiar with the road under his feet and the scenery on both sides.

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The boy was a little embarrassed.

I can hardly find any parks near my home.

Could he be any more directionally challenged?

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cough~

The feeling of having started off badly made the boy inexplicably feel a little unconfident about what was to follow.

(End of this chapter)