Chapter 2867 Hypocrisy
After all, there are few people like him who are so... nostalgic?
Is it nostalgia?
Xu Qi really didn’t know.
His brain was a mess at this moment.
There is simply no way to make sense of anything.
"……oh oh……"
“I don’t remember…”
Xu Qizhen smiled awkwardly.
For a moment he didn't know what else he could say.
He lowered his eyes.
Try to lift the corners of your mouth upward.
He didn't want to look too embarrassed.
……
This was clearly something that had been expected, so he didn't know why he handled it so awkwardly?
Is this another form of Ye Gonghaolong?
Before, he always spoke very nicely to himself, his sister, and classmate Xiao.
It's normal for the other person not to remember him/herself.
He is prepared for this.
If possible, they can get to know each other again.
If it doesn't work, then it can be considered as fulfilling an obsession he has had for many years.
so now……
What is he doing?
He felt hurt, embarrassed, and even a little bit unbelievable and difficult to accept.
……
Xu Qizhen took a deep breath.
He clenched his hands.
The nails dug into the palm of my hand, causing a slight pain.
His heart was beating fast.
There is the noisy sound of heartbeat in my ears.
He could no longer hear the rain.
There was a constant roar in his ears.
……
"Xu Qizhen."
Xiao Xiao looked at Xu Qizhen who was devastated.
He didn't have many surprises.
What I said before is the same thing.
But actually facing it is another matter.
"Are you ok?"
……
Xu Qizhen was almost frightened.
Ah!
He almost forgot.
He's not alone here.
And classmate Xiao is here.
His current miserable state was seen by classmate Xiao?
Xu Qizhen suddenly felt his face burning.
But soon, a bitter smile appeared on his face.
Hasn’t he made enough of a fool of himself in front of classmate Xiao?
At least he looks better now than before when he fell in front of the big dog with a look of fear on his face, right?
Maybe?
……
It's embarrassing though.
Xu Qizhen couldn't help but cover his face.
He felt like he was too embarrassed to face anyone.
……
"Xu Qizhen."
Xu Qizhen did not respond.
Xiao Xiao called again.
……
"what!"
Xu Qi was really frightened.
He suddenly raised his eyes.
"I'm fine!"
He said quickly.
"I am……"
Xu Qizhen pursed his lips.
He gave a smile that was not very natural.
“Some were hit hard.”
"You know...Mr. Xiao..."
Xu Qizhen had a look of self-mockery on his face.
"I searched for her for a long time... She said it was normal that she didn't remember me..."
"After so many years..."
"But I actually always hold hope in my heart, right?"
“I hope the other person is like me…”
Just like he had been looking for her for many years, even if she didn't look for him, she still remembered him in her heart...
“I hope we can be in sync…”
They both put each other in an important position in their hearts...
result……
"It turns out that I was just wishful thinking..."
Xu Qizhen took a deep breath.
"I am still greedy..."
Xu Qizhen rubbed his cheek.
Saying that I can accept the other person's forgetfulness...
In fact, it is not the case at all.
At least when he first heard that the other party didn't remember, he... couldn't accept it.
The meeting he had been looking forward to for so long, fantasized about countless times... wasn't like this.
He is such a hypocrite.
Xu Qizhen raised his fist and knocked his head.
So hypocritical...
He is not as insightful and generous as he thinks.
... "If you had known this would be the result, would you still hope to find it?"
Xiao Xiao's voice was soothing.
Make sure from the beginning that the other party will not remember him, there is no chance of luck.
If this is the case, is Xu Qizhen still willing to find the goddess?
……
"..."
Xu Qizhen's face showed a bit of confusion and helplessness.
Foolishly.
His eyes were motionless.
Like he was distracted.
It also seemed like he was thinking about what Xiao Xiao said.
……
“…I hope so…”
After a long while, Xu Qizhen said uncertainly.
"because……"
Xu Qizheng's voice was hoarse and husky.
It looks like cracked land that has been dry for a long time.
“Not really facing…”
“There will always be hope in my heart.”
"What if?"
"is not it?"
People will never give up until they hit their heads against a wall and get a bloody head.
"...I will not be reconciled."
If he hadn't heard it with his own ears, he felt that he would not be able to accept that answer with peace of mind.
……
Xiao Xiao curved his eyebrows slightly.
Xu Qizhen’s answer is also the choice that most people would make.
Most people would rather get a clear answer themselves than guess, relay, or be vague.
……
"Are you willing now?"
Xiao Xiao looked at Xu Qizhen with somewhat gloomy eyes.
……
Xu Qizhen was stunned.
Now...are you satisfied?
He grinned.
“…seems like he’s willing to give in.”
Years of searching finally paid off.
No matter what, it put an end to his years of persistence and perseverance.
"But it seems a little unwilling."
But this result was not what he wanted.
It was a result that he had imagined and thought he could accept calmly, but in fact it was difficult to accept in a short period of time.
……
Xu Qizhen's eyes rolled slightly.
Um……?
He only now realized a problem.
"……Where are you?"
His eyes widened.
……
They had just had a conversation, that's right.
So what about the other party?
Because the other party's voice and the content of his words had such a huge impact on him, he did not notice this obvious strangeness at the first time.
……
"...Mr. Xiao?"
Xu Qi really felt a strange feeling in his heart.
"Where is she?"
Uh……
He seemed to have asked Xiao a similar question just now.
Student Xiao also pointed out her location to him.
Just like now -
"here."
Xiao Xiao turned his face slightly.
……
"……where?"
Xu Qizhen once again carefully searched everywhere, up and down, left and right.
Got nothing.
A feeling of irritation rose in his heart.
"Student Xiao."
"I didn't see her."
He couldn't control the impatience in his tone.
"Can you make her appear in front of me?"
He didn't want to look for it anymore.
"Even if she doesn't recognize me..."
"Doesn't that mean she can't even appear in front of me?"
"She...hates me?"
Xu Qizhen's voice suddenly softened.
……
"You can't see me."
The goddess was dissatisfied with this human's disrespect towards Lord Xiao Xiao.
Is this human giving orders to Lord Xiao Xiao?
Or are you still questioning Lord Xiao Xiao?
How can he have the nerve to do that?
It was obvious that he himself could not see.
……
Xu Qizhen's pupils shrank violently.
what?
She spoke just now, didn't she?
What did you say?
Is it him...who can't see her?
What do you mean?
……
Xu Qizhen couldn't help but look at Xiao.
"Student Xiao..."
(End of this chapter)