Chapter 2842 Figure it out

But Xu Qizhen also has his own persistence.

But it was also because of my sister's attitude...

He never told anyone else about it.

He is not the type of person who likes to tell others about his private affairs.

In addition, he knew in his heart that his insistence on this matter was really childish and inexplicable.

When he tells others about it, he can probably foresee the reactions they'll get.

That was clearly not the response he wanted.

So, he never told anyone about this.

Until recently, my sister told this matter to a few strangers.

He never expected that he had such a strong affinity with classmate Xiao.

I encountered it again and again.

Classmate Xiao also helped him a lot.

Regarding the matter that he cared about, Mr. Xiao's attitude was also very calm.

No mocking.

He didn't show any surprise or any expression as if he was surprised.

This made him feel relaxed.

Now Xiao asked...

He no longer had any scruples.

Classmate Xiao...is the first person he can confide his thoughts on this matter.

In fact, he was quite happy.

Sometimes, when things have been kept in your heart for too long, you want to talk to someone...

Especially when nothing is going on...

Now that he had such an opportunity, he did not hesitate...

Mainly because of these experiences, Xiao successfully established a very reliable image in his mind.

……

"Has this incident affected your life?"

Xiao Xiao raised his eyes.

The rain seems to have lightened up a bit.

There was something funny about him.

Maybe if they chatted for a while longer, the rain would stop?
……

Xu Qizhen was slightly stunned.

He shook his head subconsciously.

"No."

He thought about it carefully again.

"No."

This time, he shook his head with certainty.

"I always find free time to look for clues on the street."

It didn't delay what I was supposed to do.

After so many years, this matter has become as common to him as eating and drinking.

……

"Then why give up?"

Xiao Xiao raised his eyebrows slightly.

This incident did not affect Xu Qizhen's normal life.

Deep down, Xu Qi really hopes to persevere.

So, what reason does Xu Qi really have to go against his own conscience?
It’s better to just let it go.

……

Uh……

Xu Qizhen was stunned.

He was stumped by the question.

Yes.

This incident has no impact on his life.

He has his own preferences.

So why force yourself to make a decision you don’t like just for the sake of other people’s opinions?
……

Because that’s my sister.

His sister's opinion is very important to him.

Especially after their last serious conversation about this matter after a long time, he knew a lot about his sister's thoughts and what she did silently for him.

He still appeared firm at that time.

But as the days passed, he began to doubt the meaning of doing this.

He didn't want his sister to worry about him.

……

“Have you ever tried to give up?”

Xiao Xiao smiled.

After such a long time, he thought, even if it was not put into practice, Xu Qi must have had such an idea in his mind.

……

"……Um."

Xu Qizhen nodded.

Of course he thought about it.

After a long period of fruitlessness...

He also told himself to give up... Stop looking...

He had clearly told himself this...

The next time he heard a vague speech on the street, he would be beside the other person before he could react.

He was helpless.

After a few times, he let himself be.

Anyway, as classmate Xiao said just now, this incident did not affect his life.

But it seems...

It affected my sister...

……

"If you pay more attention to your emotions and methods when asking people questions, I think..." Xiao Xiao curved his eyebrows.

"Your sister will be much more relieved."

What Xu Qizhen's sister is worried about is that her brother's extreme words and actions will cause disgust among strangers, or even cause conflicts with them.

But I don't have much aversion to my brother's behavior itself.

……

"what……"

Xu Qizhen blinked.

Is that right?

He couldn't help but think carefully about the conversations he had with his sister in the past...

like……

“…Is that so…”

Every time his sister shows up, it’s when he’s about to have a conflict with someone else…

His sister pulled him to apologize to others.

Later, his sister taught him a lesson.

The content is all the same.

He had obviously heard it so many times...

It took Xiao to remind him to realize...what exactly was his sister worried about...

My sister didn't object to him looking for his playmates from that time...

Although my sister always told him that she lied at that time, and there was actually no such friend playing hide-and-seek with him at home...

……

What my sister objects to is his extreme behavior where once he finds the slightest clue he will hold people back and insist that they point out something.

……

That is to say...

"I see."

Xu Qizhen took a deep breath.

"I'll pay attention to it in the future."

"I won't get myself into trouble."

"It won't make my sister worry."

He would never let his sister clean up the mess for him.

It was his own decision to find someone.

Moreover, it was a willful decision.

He doesn't influence others.

Nor will it make those who care about you worry.

He will try his best to do what he can.

Do your best, listen to destiny.

When the day comes when he really has to give up, he can accept it calmly.

He could tell himself.

He tried his best.

He has no regrets.

……

"Student Xiao."

"Thank you."

Xu Qizhen was very grateful to Xiao Xiao.

He felt relieved at this moment.

The problem that had been bothering him for the past few days was solved.

He is very happy.

really.

Sometimes, it’s not enough to just worry about it alone.

It will make you blind.

It will also make you get stuck in a dead end without realizing it.

In the end, I couldn't even figure out such a simple thing.

After figuring it out, he felt like he was a fool.

He never doubted his intelligence.

Because he had poor health when he was young, he had a quiet personality and was more focused on his studies.

He has always been an excellent student.

Due to physical reasons, he is also quieter than his peers.

of course.

His calmness was completely shattered by certain things.

He sometimes surprises himself.

Did he really care so much about the stranger he didn't find at that time?
He actually cares so much...

……

"It looks like you've figured it out."

Xiao Xiao's eyes were filled with smiles.

……

"Ah."

Xu Qizhen nodded.

"I figured it out."

There is a way to have the best of both worlds, but he doesn't use it...

Still struggling there.

"I'm such a fool."

Xu Qizhen knocked his head in amusement.

……

The corners of Xiao Xiao's mouth curled up slightly.

He tilted his head to look outside the umbrella.

"The rain has stopped."

(End of this chapter)