Chapter 2610 Different
The little fox is very beautiful.
Like cake.
I wonder if the little fox got a piece of the cake?
He suddenly felt a little regretful.
He should have mustered up the courage to buy the little fox a cake.
pity……
If you miss it, you miss it.
I probably won’t see that little fox again.
So many years have passed, he almost forgot about the little fox that year.
did not think of……
Life is so unexpected.
After many years, he saw the little fox again.
……
Also because of the little fox, he met another person of his kind who was in a very similar situation to him.
Said they are very similar.
They are so different.
The boy's expression, which had brightened slightly as he recalled his first encounter with the little fox, darkened again.
"……it's wired."
The boy made a sound.
"Na."
He looked at Xiao Xiao seriously.
"Why are you different from me?"
The boys became much bolder because of the difficulty and persistence in dealing with this issue.
He doesn't like asking people questions.
But he wanted to know the answer to this question.
Can't wait, anxious...
His breathing became rapid.
……
"no the same?"
Xiao Xiao said that he seemed not to understand what the other party meant.
"What's different?"
The boy seemed to be in a strange mood.
Xiao Xiao frowned slightly.
……
"you……"
The boy clenched his fingers, "I can clearly see the fingers... I can see them..."
"Why……"
"Not affected at all?"
"Are you not misunderstood?"
"...Aren't you entangled?"
"Aren't you misunderstood?"
"Are not you afraid?"
"Aren't you worried that someone will find out that you're abnormal?"
……
The boy said a lot.
There was even some incoherent speech, with inconsistent content.
Emotions are like waves that keep piling up.
There are more and more undercurrents and splashes.
"Too strange……"
Why is this person in front of me so...bright?
The boy pursed his lips hard.
Clear?
cool and bright?
Correct.
It is clear and bright.
The boy finally thought of the right words.
……
They should be the same, right?
He thought... in his fantasy... he met someone just like himself... they were like two wounded beasts, huddling together for warmth.
In the end, he was the only one suffering.
He has never been a calculating person.
You can say he is useless or you can say he is open-minded.
Rather than spending time arguing and communicating with others, he would rather do nothing.
But this matter is different.
He couldn't let himself go.
He can't control his emotions.
……
"Coffee~"
Feifei opened his eyes and showed his sharp fangs to the boy.
……
The boy shuddered.
Philip, Philip...
Feifei opened his eyes.
This was the boy’s first reaction.
But then, he was pinned to the spot by Feifei Shenhan's gaze.
……
"Phi."
Xiao Xiao called softly.
……
"Gulu~"
The boy swallowed loudly.
There was a hint of fear in his eyes.
first……
It was the first time he saw Feifei's terrifying look.
Also.
At that time, he always stood in the distance and looked at Feifei's back.
He did not see the front of Feifei.
He was just a bystander.
……
However, neither Feifei, who was lying on the cake shop window and drooling at the cakes inside, nor Feifei, who was lying on Xiao Xiao's shoulder and sleeping quietly, showed any aggression.
It gave him the feeling of a soft, cute and pretty little creature.
really……
Monsters are monsters.
This is his name for other creatures that he sees but others cannot see.
He didn't know what they were.
He thought they were monsters. But Philip was different.
Whether from the appearance or the temperament displayed by Feifei, he could not associate Feifei with the word monster.
……
He found out he was wrong.
Philip is also a monster.
No matter how pretty she was, or how harmless she looked, Feifei was still a monster.
……
The boy's hands and feet were cold.
……
The sound of flowing water was heard.
The boy subconsciously looked in the direction of the sound.
The curling white mist blurred his eyes.
……
"Please use."
Xiao Xiao put the teapot away.
Smiling, she motioned for the boy to have some tea.
……
The boy was somewhat dazzled by the heat of the tea.
very warm.
His hand cupped the teacup.
The intense warmth starts from the fingertips and extends upwards.
As he drank the tea, the warmth spread throughout his body.
His heart slowly calmed down.
"……Thanks."
……
"……sorry."
The boy lowered his head.
The ripples of the tea made his expression a little blurry.
He felt embarrassed, awkward and frustrated.
he……
……
“I saw it during my year in college.”
Xiao Xiao pushed the plate of snacks that was a little further away towards the boy.
"Taste this."
……
"oh oh."
The boy subconsciously picked up a piece of dessert and stuffed it into his mouth.
The delicious taste that melted in his mouth made him squint his eyes slightly.
good to eat.
Delicious food always makes people happy.
……
“So, you can’t compare yourself to me like this.”
Xiao Xiao smiled.
"You were just a child then."
"And I'm already a grown-up."
……
The boy looked a little dazed.
Did you only see it when you were in college?
original……
"…The time you see is different…"
……
"Yes."
Xiao Xiao nodded.
……
The boy lowered his head and took a sip of tea.
Suddenly, my dry throat felt better.
He let out a sigh of relief.
It is undeniable that…
He was comforted.
Yes.
Their situations are different.
He was still a child at that time.
What does a confused child know?
He knows nothing.
And Xiao Xiao is already an adult.
In the same situation, the child doesn’t know what to do, but the adult already knows what to do, or at least knows better than the child.
They are different.
".Different"
The boy murmured.
For a moment, he couldn't tell what he was feeling.
At first, he was indeed comforted.
But
The boy's fingers dug into the back of his hand.
"you"
He is an adult now.
He will soon become an adult.
His appearance hasn't improved at all.
Timid, sensitive, easily startled.
These traits have been deeply imprinted on his soul.
He hated himself for being like this.
But unable to change.
That's just who he is.
He doesn't like himself.
Xiao Xiao made him see another possibility.
Xiao Xiao is what he longs to be.
They can all see it.
So, can he also become as relaxed, gentle and calm as Xiao Xiao?
he does not know.
What kids and adults?
He knows that he will not be much different from now when he grows up, when he is middle-aged, or even when he is gray-haired.
Is he pessimistic?
he does not know.
He only knows
Such a future made him despair.
(End of this chapter)