Chapter 248 Waking up from a dream, reason?
A ray of sunlight shone through the clouds, making the originally gloomy sky a little brighter.

However, the sudden temperature and brightness made Yu Xiao collapse and cover his face.

She did not feel any warmth, only the blinding brightness of the light, which exposed her embarrassment.

Sadness, sorrow, embarrassment, confusion, helplessness, regret, all kinds of complex emotions surged in her heart, making her even feel nauseous.

vomit~
Yu Xiaozhen retched a few times, tears streaming down his face, and he even felt a tearing pain in the corners of his eyes.

She squatted down and curled herself into a ball.

Just like an ostrich, it refuses any prying eyes from the outside world.

……

This result is actually not that unexpected.

She had felt before that Chi Xiuchuan didn't like her, so no matter how disappointed her friends were, she couldn't muster up the courage to take the last step.

She was really scared.

Chi Xiuchuan was a dream in her best years.

She maintained this illusory dream so carefully.

But dreams are just dreams after all.

She didn't know how it happened, but she actually had the courage to make her dream come true?
Yu Xiao's blurry vision caught a glimpse of bright red.

Ah, it’s this sachet.

Is it because of this sachet that she became so brave?
The feeling of courage flowing and overflowing in the body seems to make people feel a little dizzy, but also a little scared.

For a moment, Yu Xiao didn't know whether to be grateful or hate this sachet.

Grateful that it finally allowed her to say to her male god what she had kept in her heart for many years?

Or do you hate it because it deprives you of the right to dream in the future?

Yu Xiao felt that the tears that had almost stopped flowing began to flow again.

Her cheeks were hot and she tasted salty flavor at the corners of her mouth. The bitterness made her heart tighten even more.

Well, no matter what, it’s time to wake up from your dream.

……

Chi Xiuchuan did not leave, nor did he say anything to comfort her. He just stood quietly by the side, not even looking at Yu Xiao who was squatting on the ground.

He turned his head to look at the distant horizon, considerately giving Yu Xiao some space to vent.

However, Yu Xiao's muffled sobs were always faintly heard in his ears, making his brows remain tightly furrowed.

I couldn't help but sigh in my heart.

So, he actually doesn't like being confessed to.

He knew that he should be grateful for the love from others, and he really believed so, but sometimes, he couldn't help but feel a sense of burden.

Such sincere feelings, unless he was willing to accept them, would be too heavy for people to bear.

……

Xiao Xiao leaned back against the tree trunk.

Chi Xiuchuan's directness was somewhat beyond his expectations.

After all, in his impression, Chi Xiuchuan has always been a bit "fussy".

I originally thought that based on this person's personality, even if he wanted to refuse, he would go around in circles and say a lot of things before uttering the final words of refusal.

Haha, what an unexpectedly straightforward way of doing things.

Xiao Xiao curled the corners of his mouth slightly.

"Coffee~"

Feifei lay in Xiao Xiao's arms, tilted her head to look at the upturned corner of Xiao Xiao's mouth, then rubbed Xiao Xiao slightly, making a soft sound.

Xiao Xiao lowered his eyes and gently stroked Feifei's fur.

He admired Chi Xiuchuan's approach.

In his opinion, if you like it, you like it, and if you don’t like it, you don’t like it.

If you have no intention, don't give people unnecessary hope.

Otherwise, you will end up hurting others and yourself.

…Yu Xiao’s sobbing, even though dull and suppressed, contained a certain heart-wrenching despair.

The girl's breathless breathing almost made people think she was going to faint in the next second.

Xiao Xiao lowered his brows and closed his eyes.

He noticed the confusion and regret that flashed across Yu Xiao's eyes before he squatted down.

This girl is probably regretting that she finally mustered up the courage to confess her love.
Is she thinking: If she doesn't confess, can she still fantasize that Chi Xiuchuan will fall in love with her one day?
And now, it's all over.

……

However, Xiao Xiao raised his head slightly, and the sunlight shone through the dense branches, casting fine shadows and a faint warmth. Will this girl be glad that he confessed his love at this moment in the future?

Whether it is to give an explanation to your secret love or to extricate yourself from this hopeless relationship as soon as possible, this confession is essential.

Just like Zhuge Yun said before, as far as a broken heart is concerned, it’s not a big deal.

There is no one in this world who cannot survive without someone else.

……

Gradually, a sound came from a distance.

Yu Xiao's body stiffened and he slowly raised his face from his knees.

The exquisite makeup has become a mess.

She wiped her face a few times randomly, with a force that seemed to vent her anger, and faint red marks appeared on her face.

A pack of tissues was handed to her. Yu Xiao was stunned for a moment, staring at the bony hand in front of her in a daze for a while.

The owner of the hand patiently let Yu Xiao distract himself and quietly spread out his palm in front of Yu Xiao.

Yu Xiao didn't look up at the owner of the hand, but just took the tissue and wiped his face carefully.

Because I cried so hard, my face was hurt all over.

Yu Xiao didn't seem to feel anything, but just cleaned up his messy face with an extremely serious attitude.

After crying for a while, Yu Xiao was able to control her emotions.

After wiping her face, Yu Xiao wanted to get up, but she had been squatting for too long and her legs felt numb. If Chi Xiuchuan hadn't supported her in time, she might have fallen down.

By then, Yu Xiao felt that he might even want to commit suicide.

After all, I have lost face so much that I can't get it back.

……

Yu Xiao stomped his feet slightly.

When he looked at Chi Xiuchuan again, his eyes had calmed down a lot.

"Why don't you like me?"

“Am I not good enough?”

After thinking about it, Yu Xiao asked the question in his heart.

Her body swayed slightly, and her legs and feet felt a slight tingling and numbness.

Yu Xiao clenched her hands tightly at her sides. The pain of her nails digging into her flesh made her look into Chi Xiuchuan's eyes even more intently and without flinching.

She wants an answer.

An answer that you don’t like, an answer that you are willing to give up.

However, Chi Xiuchuan just frowned in confusion, with a blank look in his eyes, "If you don't like it, you don't like it."

“Does this require a reason?”

Don't you need a reason?

There was deep bitterness between Yu Xiao's brows. He really had no hope at all.

Even though I had just been rejected, why am I still expecting something?

Really...unrepentant.

Yu Xiao looked at Chi Xiuchuan's face, which was as gentle and clear as ever. It seemed that her confession did not leave much trace in this man's heart. Maybe in his eyes, she was just one of the many girls who confessed to him?

Yu Xiao felt his eyes getting hot again.

(End of this chapter)