Chapter 2375 No If
Shan Zhe is just an ordinary office worker who is busy making a living.
Masters and heroes can live in a state of detachment from worldly affairs.

But Shan Zhe knew that his life could not be just about the two of them.

He cannot escape the worldliness and human relationships around him.

this is the truth.

He had already noticed the contradiction.

But he kept escaping.

He didn't know how to choose.

Jinse is really good
But
Is this kind of future really what he wants?
he does not know.

After vaguely discovering that Jinse might not be what he imagined, the balance in his heart began to tilt.

He was unwilling to admit the relief that seemed to have been lifted from his heart.

He made up his mind.

But things were far from as simple as he thought.

Because the initiative in this matter has never been in his hands.

Jinse's avoidance of the question and his fear brought the matter to a standstill.

He didn't know how to break the deadlock.
".I liked you."

Shan Zhe admitted this.

However, this love has disappeared due to various reasons.

".I don't like you now."

"Jinse."

Shan Zhe clenched his hands.

Fingertips turn white.

As he spoke and recalled, his thoughts became clearer.

During these days of escape and anxiety, he had already confirmed his determination.

"We are different."

Shan Zhe took a deep breath.

The tone was low.

It's no longer as harsh and intense as before.

"You are a monster."

"I'm human."

"We're not a good fit."

"I was possessed by the devil before."

"but."

Shan Zhe curled his lips and said, "You can't give me the life I want."

"you know too."

“My parents called me a lot.”

"If it wasn't inconvenient, they would have come directly here."

"I'm old enough to get married."

“They kept pushing me.”

"Even if I don't get married for the time being, I hope I have a girlfriend."

"I'm your girlfriend."

The mermaid pointed out the facts seriously.

It was Shan Zhe who confessed to it at that time, and it agreed.

".yes."

Shan Zhe swallowed his saliva.

"You're my girlfriend."

"But who else would know except me?"

"Can you let me take you to my parents and tell them that you are my girlfriend?"

"Can you hold a wedding with me?"

"Can you travel with me?"

“You can’t even get out to buy groceries.”

Shan Zhe rubbed his face and said, "You can only stay at home."

"But I hope my significant other can stand by me."

"After dinner we can go for a walk in the park downstairs."

"We can go out for a drive together during the holidays."

“We can say hello to our neighbors together.”

"People who see us will say that we are a talented couple and a beautiful woman, and we are a happy couple."

"If I'm with you, they'll just say I'm not married at my age."

"I do not like this."

"Jinse."

"we do not match."

Shan Zhe repeated his initial conclusion.

"Humans and demons have different paths."

I have only seen these words in books and never thought that one day I would use them on myself.

Shan Zhe thought, the world is really a wonderful world.

It is said that art comes from life.

Could those stories that seem to them to be nothing more than imagination be actually the author’s personal experiences?

After meeting Jinse, he was no longer a pure materialist.

"Jinse, let's break up."

There was a hint of pleading in Shan Zhe's voice.

"It is my fault."

"I'm useless."

"I can't afford to be with you."

"Please let me go."

"Okay?"

Shan Zhe's voice was hoarse.

The tone is sincere.

The love between humans and demons in storybooks, movies and TV dramas is very beautiful.

Whether it is a comedy or a tragedy, a man and a demon fall in love with each other.

This feeling is touching.

Maybe he was not born to be the protagonist?
He didn't want this kind of relationship. The bathroom fell into silence.

The mermaid stared at Shan Zhe.

Shan Zhe kept his head down the whole time.

I didn't see the mermaid.

Xiao Xiao stood aside.

He was just a listener in this relationship.

It is difficult to say who is right or wrong in matters of the heart.

It's just a matter of love or not.

Ruo Jinse is not a monster, but an ordinary girl.

Shan Zhe’s behavior will probably make people call him a scumbag, right?
He used sweet words when pursuing her, but made all kinds of excuses when breaking up.

However, if Jinse was an ordinary girl, Shan Zhe would not have thought about breaking up.

But Jinse is a monster.

Then people's attitudes changed.

Humans and demons have different paths, and sometimes it’s not about prejudice.

but facts.

What Shan Zhe said is reality.

The mermaid had a calm expression on her face as she regained her feminine appearance.

The drooping eyelashes are very long.

There are deep and light shadows under the eyes.

It withdrew its gaze from Shan Zhe.

The face in the water is beautiful.

It moved the water.

The sudden ripples shattered its face.

".good."

".What?!"

Shan Zhe, who had been listening with his ears perked up waiting for the other party's answer, was a little slow to react.

Was there any sound just now?
He is so nervous.

The heart beats fast and loud.

He rubbed his ears.

Was it Jinse who spoke to him?

"let's breakup."

This time, the mermaid said these words clearly.

The tone was still indifferent, as if it was not about breaking up, but about a trivial matter.

Listen carefully!

Shan Zhe suddenly raised his eyes.

A face that he was all too familiar with appeared in his eyes.

The face that once fascinated him deeply.

This time, Shan Zhe did not dodge.

His eyes widened.

"Jinse, you just..."

Shan Zhe's Adam's apple rolled up and down.

Did he hear it correctly?

He clenched his fists.

If you suppress your emotions, they will boil over and over again.

"You agree?"

"Ah."

The mermaid nodded.

There was a cold look between Shan Zhe's eyebrows.

This made the mermaid, whose temperament already had a bit of illusion, feel even more unreal.

Xiao Xiao thought of the mermaid princess in the fairy tale who turned into foam.

He shook his head slightly.

The mermaid is not the mermaid princess.

It also doesn't foam up.

Shan Zhe's excitement paused.

He felt a little embarrassed.

"."

His lips moved, but the words of confirmation that were at the back of his throat could no longer come out.

He finally realized his long-cherished wish.

He broke up with Jinse.

He is very happy.

He has no regrets.

just
After everything has settled down, I can't help but feel a little disappointed.

Jinse: "I hope it's not a monster..."

Shan Zhe murmured.

If it weren't a monster, there wouldn't be any problems.

If he wasn't a monster, he would probably have married Jinse.

He will be the happiest man in the world.

However, there is no if.

Jinse is a monster.

Shan Zhe sighed silently.

I feel mixed emotions.

".I'm going out first."

He was a little afraid to face Jinse.

Not out of fear.

But there are other reasons.

　ps: Thank you Cangqiong Qianjue for the reward~(*︶*)!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)