Chapter 2307 Do you regret it?
A faint mist suddenly filled the girl's eyes.

She blinked hard.

"……Um."

She was really scared at that time.

Being attacked is different from almost getting into a car accident or almost drowning.

The other person's ferocious face left a huge shadow on her.

She always remembered her frightened and pale face when she saw it in the other person's crazy eyes.

……

For the next two months, her father or mother would take her to school every day.

It was because she was so scared that she was so grateful to Ji Meng for saving her.

After that, she wanted to thank Ji Meng countless times.

But Ji Meng's impatience, disgust and anger towards her always made her back off.

In the end, she ended up being like the snail that retreated into its shell.

Nothing was said.

……

"Finished?"

Ji Meng glanced at Xiao Xiao and said, "Then I'll leave?"

Xiao Xiao looked at the girl.

"Anything else you want to say?"

……

The girl pursed her lips.

What I want to say...

She clenched her fingers.

Then he shook his head.

"Nothing."

……

After the girl finished speaking, Ji Meng pushed open the door of the tea room and walked out.

"Bang~"

A sound, neither light nor heavy.

Ji Meng's figure disappeared behind the closed door.

……

The tea room was very quiet.

The girl raised her eyes and stared at the closed door in a daze.

There is an indescribable feeling in my heart.

……

"Anything else you want to say?"

Familiar questions.

The girl tilted her head.

What I want to say...

……

"Sit down first."

Xiao Xiao smiled.

The girl looked back.

Then sat down.

"What I want to say..."

The girl pursed her lips slightly, "I've said what I wanted to say most."

"Thank you, big brother."

If the elder brother hadn't called Ji Meng just now, her words and her gratitude would never have been conveyed to Ji Meng.

If that happens, she will regret it for a long time.

……

"actually……"

The girl pinched her fingers. "Besides those, I think I have something else to say."

"But... there seems to be nothing to say..."

The girl lowered her head and spoke slowly.

"We've been together for a long time..."

"Although we have always disliked each other-"

"Do not."

The girl shook her head slightly. "It hates me, and I'm afraid of it..."

"But because of this..."

The girl reached out and gently touched the inside of her wrist.

The location where the mark was before.

“We were forced to tie ourselves together.”

"We obviously don't have any good memories before..."

"Not at all."

The girl shook her head slightly again.

"It saved me."

Although being in danger is definitely not a good memory.

But being rescued cannot be said to be a bad memory.

"I don't even know what I'm saying..."

The girl slumped her shoulders in frustration.

"I am……"

"It's gone... maybe we'll never see it again..."

“It’s been with me for a long time.”

"I am timid and shy, and I am always alone."

"But……"

“I’m not alone.”

The girl spoke haltingly.

"Even though I've been pretending it doesn't exist."

"I know that."

“There has always been a special presence around me.”

“It’s scary.”

“It hates me.”

"But it has definitely been with me...with me."

The girl almost held the last few words in her mouth.

"I pretended not to see it, not to hear it."

“It’s not easy.” “Because it’s not a quiet one.”

"Uh, monster?"

The girl was a little unsure.

She still doesn't know what kind of creature it is.

"It would laugh at me and play tricks on me."

"I like to see me in trouble."

"My embarrassed look will make it laugh happily."

……

"I have no idea……"

The girl's fingers gently scratched the back of her hand.

"But it makes me feel like I'm not alone even when I'm alone."

In the classroom after class... In the playground for physical education class... In the cafeteria for meals... When I was on duty...

Everyone gathered in groups of three or five, chatting and laughing.

She was doing her own thing quietly.

Even though she was used to-
She was not a sociable person to begin with.

Even if she didn't have the nickname of Rain Girl, she didn't have any friends who were close enough for her to chat with after class, go to physical education class with her, or eat with her.

She is always alone.

Sometimes she feels lonely.

Just a coincidence.

After all, she was used to it, and she didn't think there was anything wrong with being alone.

But when it comes...

She no longer even felt occasional loneliness.

There is always a lot of noise around her.

Her attention was focused on self-hypnosis, so how could she feel lonely?

Since it came, she has not been alone.

……

"Now that it's gone, I-"

"You won't become one."

Xiao Xiao interrupted the girl in a gentle tone.

The girl's eyes widened.

But he didn't look up.

……

"Now it won't rain around you so often."

Xiao Xiao's eyebrows curved slightly, "Your classmates will notice this."

“But it will take some time.”

"You have to be patient."

"And... be bolder."

"Just a little bit will do."

"For example, when you make eye contact with your classmates, don't lower your head and smile at them."

"that's it."

"It's simple, isn't it?"

"You are a special girl who used to be surrounded by monsters. How could you be afraid of ordinary humans?"

"Are they planning to be scary?"

……

no……

A little burning sensation fell on the back of my hand.

The girl couldn't help but shudder.

Her shoulders trembled slightly.

She is...very scared.

She didn't think much about it before coming.

It was Ji Meng who insisted that she come.

She came over.

However, the mark really disappeared, and Ji Meng really left...

Only then did she realize that she had become a human being again.

……

She used to be used to being alone.

However, after Ji Meng appeared, she no longer knew what a person looked like.

Thinking that she would be alone in the future...

so quiet.

very scary.

so lonely.

she……

……

"Do you regret it?"

The girl raised her head suddenly.

Revealing red eyes.

Then, as if realizing what was happening, the girl covered her face.

……

"Do you regret it?"

The girl was relieved that her older brother didn't react to her embarrassed look.

But this question...

Do you regret… ?
she……

The girl shook her head slowly, "...No."

"It would be too unfair to Ji Meng if the seal could not be removed."

Even if Ji Meng was unfriendly to her, it would be an understatement.

But that's because she trapped it
The mark is on her.

Even though she knew nothing.

She couldn't say she was innocent.

They have been together for so long, and Ji Meng has never hurt anyone.

Maybe it wanted to hurt her.

But I can't do it because of the mark.

　ps: Thank you Cangqiong Qianjue for the reward~(*︶*)!

　　
　
(End of this chapter)