Chapter 1820 Psychological Counseling Again
“It’s peanut candy.”
The older brother told her.
And the peanut candy was made by my eldest brother’s grandfather.
Even though she doesn't really like peanut candy -
She ate peanut candy once when she was a child and only took a bite. Seeing Lele throw it into the trash can with a look of disgust, she also threw the remaining peanut candy into the trash can.
She never ate peanut candy again after that.
This time I finally got to eat peanut candy after a long time.
I actually have no recollection of the taste of peanut candy the first time I ate it, but the memory of my dislike for it at that time has remained to this day.
She took a tentative bite of the peanut candy.
Then, her eyes widened.
good to eat!
She ate three pieces of peanut candy in a row.
I don’t know if it’s because the taste of the peanut candy has changed after so many years, or because my older brother’s grandfather’s craftsmanship is particularly good, but this time the peanut candy completely overturned her preconceived impression.
It turns out that peanut candy can be so delicious.
The girl couldn't help but pursed her lips and smiled slightly.
Delicious food always makes people happy.
After seeing the exhibition in the art gallery, the girl felt even better.
Walking out of the art gallery, the bright sunshine shined down, revealing her eyes and brows without a trace of gloom.
just
All this disappeared after the big brother said a word.
She lowered her eyes subconsciously.
The sunlight is a little too dazzling.
But, as my elder brother said
She called her older brother not only to be comforted, but also to tell her
She even wanted to ask for help.
She didn't know what happened to her during this period of time?
They are no longer like themselves.
Or is this the real her?
No.
The girl shook her head.
She doesn't believe it.
she doesn't believe
"Big brother"
The girl's mouth curled up slightly.
There was a hint of sob in his voice.
"Help"
"Tell me, what should I do?"
"I don't want to hurt Lele."
"We are twins."
“We grew up together.”
"Why would I have such a horrible thought?"
"this is not me."
The girl shook her head. “I wouldn’t have such a horrible thought.”
"Will not"
There is a demon in her heart that has been freed from its shackles.
Whispering in her ear.
Bewitching her, instigating her.
The girl covered her ears.
Shake your head vigorously.
The girl squatted down.
The matcha green skirt spread out on the ground.
The sunlight falls on it, making it sparkle.
The girl with her head down didn't see it.
There was darkness in front of her eyes.
"Huanhuan."
Xiao Xiao squatted down.
Looking at the girl who was almost collapsed, he regretted not calling Chi Xiuchuan.
He's obviously not good at dealing with situations like this.
But it seems that I always encounter
He sighed inwardly.
After hesitating for a moment, he reached out and gently patted the girl's head.
The girl seemed stunned.
He spoke in a gentle voice, "Huan Huan."
“Everyone is likely to have terrible thoughts.”
"Under special stimulation."
“But ideas are just ideas.”
“No one is perfect.”
“Even if I occasionally have some bad thoughts”
"It doesn't matter."
"As long as you don't realize it."
“As long as you know that your idea is actually wrong”
"Then I guess it doesn't matter."
"Huanhuan."
Xiao Xiao said in a soothing tone, "Don't push yourself too hard."
“This could easily backfire.”
"."
The girl lowered her hands from covering her ears, but she did not stand up.
Still with his head down.
"Pap~"
Something fell to the ground.
They are the girl's tears.
The girl shrugged.
There was a faint sound of suppressed sobbing.
Xiao Xiao didn't say anything.
Just quietly accompanying the girl.
Occasionally, passers-by would cast curious and puzzled looks.
What are these two people doing squatting on the ground?
Did you drop something?
But no one came forward to ask.
I just left with some doubts.
".Big brother."
The girl finally spoke again.
"Ah."
Xiao Xiao responded softly.
".Am I very bad?"
The girl's voice was soft and a little hoarse.
"No~"
Xiao Xiao pondered for a moment, "Of course I can't say he's very bad."
"No one who is really bad would ask me that."
"but-"
The girl held her breath unconsciously, and her heart, which had relaxed a little because of her older brother's answer, became slightly tense again.
Xiao Xiao reached out and patted the girl's head gently, "She is a very thoughtful and sensitive little girl."
The girl was stunned.
"Huanhuan, just accept your own thoughts calmly."
Xiao Xiao took his hand back, "Don't force yourself."
"Since I can't adjust my emotions in a short period of time, I'd better temporarily avoid people and things that make me feel disgusted."
“Do more things that make you happy.”
"Otherwise, think about it, you are the only one who is struggling and distressed."
“Is it particularly bad?”
Xiao Xiao blinked at the girl who slowly raised her head.
"You are still so young, don't make yourself so tired."
"It's okay to be a little willful."
The girl told her a lot of her bad emotions and bad thoughts, and she felt that she was very bad.
In fact, he felt that the girl was making things too difficult for herself.
She did not tell the other person who caused her to have these emotions and thoughts.
The girl is always alone in distress and feeling uncomfortable.
Just as her foot was clearly injured but no one noticed, she did not tell her sister and classmates.
She was forgotten in the store by her sister and classmates, but she didn't complain or get angry with them. She just turned around and left.
Because she knew that her emotions and thoughts were bad, she did not tell her sister and classmates.
It’s probably because of concern and fear.
She cares about her sister and classmates, and is afraid that if they knew her emotions and thoughts, the relationship between them would be damaged.
So I always endured it alone in silence.
What a fool.
Xiao Xiao sighed in his heart.
He handed the girl a packet of tissues.
"Wipe your face."
"Almost like a little cat."
When the girl slowly reached out to take the tissue, Xiao Xiao retracted his hand.
The girl was startled.
He blinked somewhat bewilderedly.
Xiao Xiao opened the tissue bag, took out a tissue and handed it to the girl.
".Thanks."
The girl whispered thanks.
She covered her entire face with a tissue.
She didn't take off the tissue until she felt some difficulty breathing.
The brighter light and the easier breathing made her feel happy instinctively.
"Get up."
Xiao Xiao's expression was gentle.
"Look, such a beautiful skirt is dragging on the ground."
The girl subconsciously followed her older brother's gaze and looked at the hem of her skirt.
really.
The hem of her skirt fell to the ground.
The skirt was almost ankle-length.
She squatted down.
This situation is inevitable.
(End of this chapter)