Chapter 1102 Chen Xi's Fear

"Hey~"

Both Chen's father and mother sighed deeply at the same time.

……

Chen Xi didn't listen any further.

She didn't dare to listen any more.

She returned to her bed in a daze and covered her head with the quilt.

There are only two sentences going back and forth in my mind -
Her eyes were blind.

Mom and Dad felt she was a burden.

……

What frightened her more than losing her sight was the fact that her parents felt she was a burden, and she even felt desperate.

The sighs from her parents that she heard behind the door at that time kept lingering in her ears.

Getting louder and louder.

She covered her ears, her eyes were burning, but her face was cold.

……

"Mee mee~"

Huan lay on the pillow not far from the girl, looking at her quietly.

"Huanhuan..."

She muttered, but in the darkness of her vision she could see the outline of a small dark shadow, with golden eyes that made her a little dazed.

Since she became blind, the only color she can see besides black is gold.

Those are Huanhuan's eyes.

Huanhuan has only one eye.

She doesn't mind at all.

Such a beautiful golden color, just like the color of sunshine.

Lighting up her dark world.

In fact, she had noticed that her parents were hesitant to talk to Huanhuan.

She is obviously blind, so why can she still see Huanhuan?

No, she couldn't see Huanhuan completely either.

She didn't tell her parents that in her eyes, Huanhuan seemed to be always shrouded in a layer of mist, with a hint of haziness and illusion.

The only golden eye is so clear.

It always made her lose her mind.

For the sake of this golden color, she would rather ignore everything that is wrong.

She just doesn't want her world to be filled with only black.

……

"Huanhuan."

She cried out again in a low voice, her tears soaking the pillow.

She thought that going blind was a terrible thing.

However, she found that she was wrong.

Blindness is terrible.

But what was even more terrifying was that she was going to be abandoned.

……

She is no longer a child.

In fact, she had always known it.

She is a great burden to the family.

It's just that her parents were too good to her, so she became a little spoiled.

I clearly told myself to be a good child.

She didn't cry or make a fuss, thinking that she had done her best and suffered a lot of injustice.

But they use this as an excuse and act as if it were their right.

Mom and Dad...are you tired?

She covered her mouth tightly and let out suppressed, intermittent cries.

She knew that maybe she was overthinking it.

Mom and Dad love her so much...

But she couldn't control her thoughts.

She was scared.

She is really scared.

Perhaps from the very beginning, she had a faint fear in her heart.

Afraid of being disliked and abandoned.

The sighs of people around her disgusted her.

She deliberately ignored the fear in her heart, not touching it, let alone thinking about it.

Acting like an ostrich deceiving yourself.

However, a few words from her parents today made her fear out of control.

She couldn't pretend nothing happened any longer.

She curled up.

Suddenly, she was startled by the warmth in his arms.

She pulled the quilt aside slightly and looked into her arms.

The familiar golden eyes made her smile subconsciously.

A tear slid down the corner of my mouth.

Salty and astringent.

"Huanhuan." She clasped her arms and hugged the warmth in her arms.

"Thank you for always being with me."

"Thank you."

"Don't leave me alone."

"Please don't leave me alone..."

……

The next day, when she was interacting with her parents, she always subconsciously judged the subtle emotional changes in their tone.

She was anxious about not being able to see.

Otherwise she could see the look on her parents' faces.

She even wondered if her parents, who were speaking to her in a gentle voice at this moment, showed a look of impatience on their faces?
She couldn't stop wondering.

Such speculation almost made her collapse.

She wanted to scream.

The negative emotions in her heart were spreading.

She knew this wouldn't work.

So she left home while her mother went out to buy groceries.

She walked casually.

There seems to be a road emitting faint light in front of me.

She was puzzled and had no intention of thinking about it.

Just walk on this path.

Occasionally the direction may change suddenly, but the shining road will also change direction.

There was a faint glow under her feet.

If she insisted on leaving this strange road, Huanhuan would scream.

So, she did not insist on leaving this faintly glowing path.

Then she walked to the lake.

She smelled water vapor.

Moist, with a refreshing coolness.

She groped her way to a large rock.

She doesn't want to leave.

She climbed up onto the stone and sat on it.

Lifeless eyes looked ahead.

There seemed to be a lot of things churning in my mind, but it also seemed like a mess with nothing in it.

Ruan Nuan asked her why she didn't answer the phone.

In fact, she really didn't hear it at that time.

She was immersed in her own world and couldn't extricate herself.

I don't know how time passes.

Until a strange man came from behind and said he was chasing a mouse.

She suddenly came to her senses.

That person is very noisy.

He also lied to her.

But that person has always been with her.

It snowed at night.

Hearing the man's surprised cry, she was a little dazed.

She hadn't seen snow for a long, long time.

I still remember the joy I felt when I saw snow as a child.

She raised her head slightly and could feel the slight coolness of the snowflakes falling on it, but also a strangely gentle feeling.

She tried hard to recall the snow she had seen as a child.

Suddenly, she thought of what her parents said again.

"The doctor said there's no hope."

"Xiaoxi's eyes can't be restored."

Will she never see snow again?

She took a deep breath to ease the sudden tightness in her chest.

She twitched the corners of her mouth, but she didn't know that her expression at this moment looked like she was about to cry.

What has kept her strong is the hope that her eyesight can be restored. After all, she was blind once before, but later, she saw again, and light came into her world.

But light is so short-lived.

There is also encouragement and support from parents.

They always stay by her side, hoping with her that a miracle will happen again.

But when all these are gone...how can she be strong?
She actually thought about dying.

If she could no longer see, if she could only become a burden to her parents...

But, she was also very scared.

Also very unwilling.

She didn't even have time to have a clear vision for the future.
She wants to eat hot pot, she wants to eat ice cream...

She wants to live.

She couldn't help but call Teacher Ruan, but after the call was connected and she called the other party's name, she didn't know what to say.

She hung up the phone.

His face was so pale that it was almost transparent.

(End of this chapter)