Chapter 1038 Brother and Sister’s Doubts

"Ok, I know."

Pei Liang winked at the girl and said, "I hurt you."

"Does your hand still hurt?"

"show me."

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

The girl stretched out her hand obediently, with an embarrassed look on her face, "I was just lying to you."

The last few words were spoken softly.

"As long as it doesn't hurt."

Pei Liang pretended not to hear the girl's last few words, looked at the girl's wrist, and said with relief.

The girl withdrew her hand and pursed her lips.

"Brother, I didn't tell you just because I didn't want you to worry."

“At first I thought it was an illusion.”

“Then I kept hearing it, and I felt something was wrong.”

"I wondered if I had some mental illness, but it seemed unlikely."

"I don't want to make a fuss, and I don't want you to worry about me for nothing."

“I looked up a lot of information online.”

"But the more I looked, the more confused I became, and the more worried I became."

“I became increasingly uneasy and frightened.”

“What if I really have a mental illness?”

"But, when I think about it, other than hearing strange noises sometimes, I'm pretty normal."

"Actually, I didn't want to tell you at first because I didn't want you to worry."

"But later on, I found it a little hard to talk about it."

"I always feel ashamed if someone knows that I may have a mental illness, even if that person is my biological brother."

"I can't speak."

"If possible, I want to keep it secret forever."

"It's just that my temper has been getting worse because of the auditory hallucinations."

"Even though I told myself again and again that it was hallucination, it was fake, I should ignore it, pretend I didn't hear anything, and not lose my temper."

“But it’s really difficult.”

The girl smiled bitterly, "I know I can't hide it for long."

".Sorry...Brother."

……

Pei Liang looked at his sister, whose gloomy and tired expression was hard to conceal. His heart ached, but he showed a gentle smile on his face, "It's okay."

"I know you didn't mean it."

"And didn't you apologize to me later?"

Pei You was silent.

So what if I apologized?

She was just being unreasonable to her brother, she lost her temper with him, she even said some hurtful words to him.

That was clearly not her intention.

She obviously regrets it terribly every time.

But I couldn't control myself at that time.

what is this?
She felt that she was extremely hypocritical.

"what!"

Pei You clenched his fists and hit his head hard several times, making a series of dull sounds.

The irritability in her heart rose again.

"Xiaoyu!"

Pei Liang grabbed the girl's hand and asked, "What are you doing?"

"I'll try to see if I can cure the auditory hallucination."

The girl said seriously, but then looked frustrated, "But it's no use."

"I've hit myself several times before, but it didn't help."

“Although it hurts, the auditory hallucinations are still there.”

"It really is haunting me. It's annoying me to death!"

"Xiaoyu!"

Pei Liang's face darkened, and he tightened his grip on the girl's hand, "How many times did you hit me?"

"With such a strong force, aren't you afraid of really knocking yourself silly?"

"I don't know if it's stupid or not, but if I keep going like this, either my spirit will be tempered to be extremely strong, or I will go crazy." The girl shook her head, looking quite dejected, "I think the latter is more likely."

She had wanted to see this as a test for herself, but she failed.

She does not have the awareness and perseverance of the protagonist in the novel.

She always felt that the most flawed thing in the novel was the protagonist's never-give-up belief and his tenacity to become stronger with each setback.

It's not easy to be the protagonist.

As expected, she didn't have the talent to be the protagonist.

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

Pei Liang glanced at Pei You disapprovingly.

Then he looked at Xiao Xiao hesitantly, "Master Xiao"

He originally thought that his sister was getting a little obsessed because she couldn't hear the monster's voice.

Well, compared to him, my sister should listen more to the words of Master Xiao who can see monsters.

As it turned out, the situation was not what he had expected.

My sister was not anxious or upset because she couldn't hear the monster's voice, but because she had auditory hallucinations, which led to her abnormal behavior.

Such reasons.
Master Xiao probably doesn't have any solution, right?

"I'm sorry, Master Xiao, I made you make this trip in vain."

Pei Liang said embarrassedly, "I thought Xiaoyou was because of the monster."

"I'm so sorry, Master Xiao, for taking up your time."

"will not."

Xiao Xiao shook his head.

Pei Liang thought the other party was just being polite, and the corners of his mouth just started to curve, but the next second, his expression froze, looking a little funny.

He rubbed his ears, wondering if he was also hallucinating.
What does “My trip was not in vain” mean?
What does Master Xiao mean?

"I am like this because of a monster?!"

Compared to Pei Liang who was speechless, Pei You had already shouted out first.

It's not like she hasn't thought about it before.

After all, she had heard the voices of monsters and knew that monsters were real creatures that existed in the world.

But, because of this, she wondered, could it be that because she knew about the existence of monsters, she unconsciously related all the things she didn't understand to monsters?

Besides, she clearly wanted to hear the monster's voice again but she didn't. How could her auditory hallucination be caused by the monster?

As she thought about this, she became more and more uneasy about her mental state.

But now Master Xiao's words
The girl pursed her lips and stared at Master Xiao closely.

Xiao Xiao took a few steps towards Pei You.

Pei You's body froze, as if the pause button had been pressed, and he couldn't move.

She could even smell a faint tea-like aroma coming from Master Xiao?
"Xiao, Master Xiao?"

The girl's voice was trembling.

It’s too close!

"Master Xiao?"

Pei Liang on the side was stunned and could not help but step forward and shout.

"Shh~"

Xiao Xiao raised his finger to signal the two to be quiet.

Pei You and Pei Liang both closed their mouths subconsciously.

Pei You lowered his eyes, but met a pair of rosy red eyes.

Very beautiful, like top-grade ruby.

But she was still startled by the suddenness of the incident.

Then he realized that the owner of those eyes was Master Xiao's little white fox.

"Ah Jiu."

The girl pursed her lips, her voice so soft that even she couldn't hear it clearly.

The little white fox just glanced at her and then lazily closed its eyes, looking cold and indifferent, as if it had no interest in her.

she:
Xiao Xiao didn't pay attention to the brief interaction between the girl and Ajiu.

He held out his hands.

The girl looked increasingly nervous.

She could feel Master Xiao's hands resting beside her ears.

The momentary feeling of wonder and confusion even overwhelmed her awkwardness and embarrassment at the moment.

What does Master Xiao want to do?
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