Chapter 77 Shiho's Monologue

Chapter 78 Shiho’s Monologue
(The following is from Miyano Shiho's first perspective)

"Sister Shirley? Sister Shirley... wake up..." A timid female voice rang in my ears. I slowly opened my eyes, and what I saw was not only the dazzling light, but also a blurry shadow.

"It hurts..." I rubbed my aching neck and slowly sat up. The figure in front of me gradually became clearer. It was a girl with long blond hair and wearing a black windbreaker.

"Ah? Mary? You're back?" I said softly. "Huh? Why are you here now?" I had sobered up a little from my previous state.

"Yes. Brother Bing called me and told me to come back immediately." Mary said to me with a slightly frowned brow.

"Bing? Oh, right. Where is Bing?" I recalled what Bing said to me before I fainted. He wanted to escape from the organization, and I couldn't let him do that. It was too dangerous!

"I don't know either." Mary shook her head. "Brother Bing told me to come back and take care of you, Sister Shirley, and then he hung up."

"Oh... Did he leave anything behind?" I asked hurriedly, grabbing Mary's clothes.

"I don't know if it was. There was a letter on the table in the living room, pressed down by three things, so I didn't dare move it." As she spoke, a trace of worry flashed in Mary's eyes.

After hearing what Mary said, I hurriedly stood up, but just as I sat up, a pain in my neck made me fall down again. Fortunately, Mary quickly caught me.

"Sister Shirley, what's wrong with you?" Mary asked hurriedly when she saw that I was in a bad condition.

"It's okay." I rubbed my neck. It hurt so much. It must have been Bing who did it before he left, right? Didn't this bastard say he would tell me everything? What's the point now! I was very angry. I was angry that Bing didn't listen to my advice. "By the way, Mary, could you please help me bring in the things that Bing left on the table outside?"

"Yes." Mary turned back to the living room. Not long after, she came in with a bunch of things, put them on the bed, picked up a small table from the bedside and propped it on the bed. Then she placed several things on the bed.

"Sister Shirley, this is how things were placed in the living room outside. I don't know what the meaning is, so I just put them here as they are."

"Well. Thank you Mary." I thanked Mary softly, and then looked at the things on the table. A simple letter, with a rose pressed on the upper left corner, a short Magnum pressed on the lower right corner, and a very delicate small box placed in the middle of the letter.

I picked up the letter and opened it. Yes, it was Bing's handwriting. Although I had only seen it once, I would never forget it. Judging from the length of the letter, it was not something that could be written in a short time. Did he intend to do this from the beginning? This bastard!
Without giving it any more thought, I picked up the letter and started reading.

[Shiho, I'll be gone by the time you see this letter, please forgive me for saying goodbye to you in this way. I have my own difficulties. I said I would tell you everything, but I can't tell you in person, otherwise you will definitely stop me with your personality. This matter is very important, so please do as I think. When we meet again, I will definitely apologize to you. The rose is my small apology to you.]

Apologize? Bastard. Do you know that it is dangerous for you to do that? I thought bitterly in my heart. What can a rose do? Can it bring back your safety!
[Since I have already left, I can tell you what I know, but please keep it secret, otherwise there is no point in me doing this. Just as you thought, I want to escape from this organization. As for the reason, do you remember what I told you before? As long as you are willing to believe in me, one day I will take you away from this hell. Now I think it is time, so I must leave you for a while, go outside and make all the preparations, and then help you escape. ]

Escape from the organization? You idiot, what are you talking about escaping from the organization? Do you know that I would rather stay in the organization with you than have you take risks for my freedom?

[Shiho, I know what you are thinking now. You must be thinking, why would I do such a dangerous thing? Haha, you have been by my side for the past ten years. Don’t you know what kind of person I am? I will not take risks without certainty. ]

"Are you sure? Even I'm not sure about that medicine, how can you guarantee that it won't poison you?" I whispered what I was thinking.

"Sister Shirley, what are you talking about?" Mary looked at me in confusion.

"Ah. Nothing. Mary, could you please get me a cup of coffee?"

"Okay, please wait." Mary left the bedroom.

————The scent of orchids, the scent of lavender, the scent of home & the wings of angels, the wings of demons, the wings of guardians————

After sending Mary away, I continued reading the letter.

[Hehe, if I'm not mistaken, you must be calling me a bastard now, right? Indeed, even you can't guarantee the effect of APTX-4869, let alone me, but no matter what, I have to try it. Don't worry, even if I die accidentally, I will pave your way to freedom before I die. Of course, there is also my legacy. Magnum is my deposit for you. Don't worry, I have already informed Mary that I will not let her give you bullets. The gun is just a souvenir. ]

"Asshole... Asshole!!!" Tears were already welling up in my eyes. "Asshole! I won't allow you to die! I won't allow you to die without me!"

[If I'm not mistaken, you should be crying your heart out right now, right? Hehe, do you remember the joke I played on you today? The purpose was to make you happy. So, Shiho, don't cry, it's better for you to smile. And don't think I will definitely die, didn't I tell you that? I won't take risks unless I'm sure, so I may not take the medicine. I told you before I left today that I can't bear to leave you alone, so I'm not someone who will give up easily. Don't worry about that.]

"Bing..." I wiped my tears and took a few deep breaths. Indeed, Bing has been very careful in everything he did over the past ten years, and this time will be no exception. I have to believe him! After calming down, I continued to read on.

[Shiho, I have already told you about the two items. Now the third item is the small box. What I am going to say next is also very important. You must read it carefully and remember it in your heart. When you open the box, you will see two things. The first one is the APTX-4869 capsule. I left it for you. After you see the letter, you must keep it close to your body. But please don't take it easily. It is the last resort. In a month or two months, something big will happen in the organization. This pill should be able to help you. The specific reason is not convenient for me to tell you now. Although I promised to tell you everything I know, I will keep this matter secret for the time being. Please believe me, I will tell you this matter after the matter is over. Not only this matter, I will tell you everything I know. You must remember not to take this medicine unless it is the most critical moment. You must do as I say in this matter. ]

Humph, what are you talking about telling me? At least you didn't tell me what you were going to do today? I smiled helplessly, but still opened the box as Bing said. What caught my eye was a red and white capsule and a shiny ring. I was also stunned when I saw the ring, but I didn't have time to care about it. I grabbed the capsule and stuffed it into my underwear. If I put it in this place, I will never forget it.

After doing all this, I continued to read the letter. But after reading just one line, my face turned red like a ripe apple.

[Hmm... Based on my understanding of you, I guess you will definitely hide the capsule in your underwear, hahahaha, Shiho, if I guess right, don't let me kneel on the washboard next time we meet. My legs hurt after kneeling for a while today.]

This pervert. Can he even think of this? Humph, if we really meet again, I will not let you kneel on the washboard, I will make you kneel on the remote control for me, and you are not allowed to change the channel! I shook my head and put the pervert's wretched look behind me. At this time, Mary had come back with coffee. After taking the coffee, I asked Mary to go to the guest room to rest first, and I would call her if there was anything. After seeing Mary respectfully retreat, I continued to read. 【Haha, do you feel better after relaxing? Next, you must remember to take good care of yourself during my absence. I have called Mary back. Let her take care of you during this period. Don't ask her about me. I was the only one doing this from beginning to end, so it's useless for you to ask. What you have to do is to survive in the organization. Gin and Vermouth, you are worried about. I have already found a way to solve these troubles for you, so please hold on. At least one month, at most two months, I will definitely let you escape from the organization successfully. Of course, this also requires your self-help. You are a smart girl, I believe you can do it.】

"Fool... it seems that your plan is not 100% perfect." I took a sip of coffee and smiled faintly. But I turned around and became confused. "This drug can kill people, and there must be very few cases like Kudo, or even only that one case. Why does it feel like this drug can definitely make me smaller when he said it?" I continued to read with this doubt. However, the following words did not explain this, but Bing's confession to me.

【Haha, after saying so much, I believe you must still have a lot of questions in your mind, right? It doesn't matter, after you escape, I will tell you everything. Even if I die, I will write everything down in advance and tell you. Don't call me a pessimist here, haha, the joke ends here. Next, Shiho, I have something to say to you. You have been with me for ten years. I remember I said a few years ago that in this world, I am destined to love you. Maybe you don't believe in fate, but sometimes fate is so coincidental. I met you when I was a child. In this emotionless organization, it is my greatest luck to have you by my side. In the past ten years, I have never really said that I love you. Today I finally have the courage to say it.

Shiho, you must remember that no matter what time it is, I will always love you deeply.

The black wings are with you. As long as you are willing to believe in me, one day I will lead you out of the shackles of hell and back to the blue sky. ——Bing, who is destined to love you】

I thought the letter ended here, but on the back of the letter, I saw two more lines of words.

[PS: Dear, remember to burn the letter after reading it. These things cannot be kept as evidence. Also, if you receive news that I am dead within two days, please don’t worry. They must be telling you that I have successfully escaped from the organization.]

"Asshole..." I smiled with a hint of sadness, not knowing how to describe my mood now, should I be worried about what that asshole did, or should I be happy about what that asshole said.

I picked up the small box and opened it again. A small ring was shining before my eyes.

"Huh?" I raised my eyebrows slightly and found a small piece of paper in the box. I opened it and took a look. A faint smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

[The second thing in the box is what you see here, Shiho. If we can meet again in two months, will you fulfill my small request on the inside of the ring?] Facing the light, I carefully looked at the inside of the ring, and there was a line of small words engraved on it. [Marry Me]

"This fool..." With a happy smile, I gently put on the ring. It fits the ring finger of my left hand so perfectly.

Ring, ring, ring, my cell phone suddenly rang.

"Sherry."

"Sister Shirley, I'm the person in charge of the pharmaceutical factory."

"Is there something wrong?" I said coldly.

"Yes, the pharmaceutical factory was just blown up by a traitor of the organization."

"What did you say?"

"Yes. The pharmaceutical factory was just blown up by a traitor to the organization. Just an hour ago."

"How much is the loss?" I looked down at the time and asked calmly.

"All the data of that pharmaceutical factory was destroyed, and the backup data was only from one month ago."

"Hmm. What about the casualties?"

"There weren't many people in the pharmaceutical factory at the time. Only a few experimenters died. The rest were just injured. Sister Shirley, what should we do?"

"I understand. Transfer the backup data from one month ago to the new laboratory. If there are any deaths, immediately replace them and start over with the data from one month ago."

"Yes. I'll do it right away."

"By the way. Where is the traitor? Has he been caught?" I asked, trying my best to suppress the nervousness in my heart.

"Yes, but the traitor was dealt with directly by Sister Vermouth."

"Vermouth? Who is that traitor?"

"It's another gold medal of the organization, codenamed IceWine."

. . . . . .

I hung up the phone. I lay back on the bed, looking at the lavender ceiling, and turned off the light with a heavy heart. "Bing... I hope everything goes as smoothly as you said." I whispered in my heart. I lay alone in the place where we once slept, as if the faint scent of lavender on him was still lingering around me. "If everything can really go as smoothly as you said, then what's the harm in me agreeing to your small request? Please, Bing, please don't let me down..."

With a hint of worry and expectation, Shiho gently closed her eyes.

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