Chapter 260 258. Miyagawa Lu's First Time

Pregnant...with his child?
The moment Miyagawa Lu finished speaking, Matsumoto Hitomi understood.

But we've only been dating for less than a month... no, if you count that drunken sex incident in mid-April, it's been a month and a half.

If it was that time, it is not impossible.

It worked in one go... What kind of fertility physique is this? The key point is, didn't I take the medicine after her persuasion? How did I get pregnant?

Hitomi Matsumoto didn't think that Miyagawa Lu was lying to her about her pregnancy, nor did she think that she had tricked herself into taking medicine a month and a half ago. Based on her friend's intelligence, Hitomi Matsumoto could roughly guess what was going on.

Miyakawa Lu must have bought the wrong medicine.

What she took afterwards should be emergency contraceptive pills. Miyakawa Lu was probably afraid when she bought the medicine at the pharmacy. She didn't dare to look the doctor in the eye, and her words were ambiguous and unclear, so the doctor was misled and gave her short-acting contraceptive pills or something like that...

After vaguely guessing the truth, Hitomi Matsumoto felt like the sky was falling.

It wasn't her sky that fell, but the sky that fell for her good friend Miyagawa Lu.

They got pregnant after being together for half a month. They are unmarried. Both of them are from small towns in the countryside. They have no fixed residence in Tokyo. Their assets and economic conditions are not good. Their relationship is currently unstable...

With all these labels attached, Matsumoto Hitomi seems to have seen the future of Miyagawa Tsuyoshi and Kurosawa Ryosuke.

Hitomi Matsumoto pursed her lips and looked at the woman who was lying on the bed with her legs bent and leaning against the wall. The other person felt her gaze and quickly lowered her head, not daring to look at her, like a little girl who had done something wrong facing her strict mother. She only occasionally raised her eyes and glanced at her with wet deer eyes, tears welling up in her eyes.

Seeing her friend like this, Matsumoto Hitomi no longer dared to say anything harsh to Miyagawa Lu. All the words died on her lips, and she only let out a sigh...

Get married, get pregnant, and have children.

The normal course of life in the past is now being shunned by more and more people. The fertility rate in the island country continues to decline, and the number of newborns decreases year by year.

These are indisputable facts.

As for Hitomi Matsumoto personally, she is both willing and unwilling to have children.

The reason for her reluctance is simple: she doesn't want to have too much contact with men.

To the extent that she does envy the pure love in comics, movies and TV dramas, as well as the pure love relationships that start from high school that she sees on TikTok, but in reality, she doesn't think she can meet the destined man who truly loves her.

During her first three or four years in college, she had participated in social gatherings and cocktail parties, activities open to both male and female college students. Compared to their deliberate, glib and affected manners, who quickly fell in love with each other and confirmed their goals after a few drinks, Matsumoto Hitomi and a few other male and female students seemed old-fashioned and unromantic.

Hitomi Matsumoto still remembers one of the girls who had pigtails and looked rustic. It was probably her first time in Tokyo. When she saw her roommate and the handsome boy she had only met for less than an hour hugging each other and feeding each other wine in front of everyone at the social gathering, she was so shocked that she could stuff the wine into her mouth. They left amid the booing of the crowd. An hour later, photos and videos without showing their faces were leaked, and it turned out that they went to a love hotel.

Hitomi Matsumoto didn't know whether the country girl with pigtails was dazzled by the glamour and debauchery of Tokyo, and she didn't pay much attention to the specific situation.

What she heard and saw was that the girl with pigtails was pursued by a boy who was also at the social gathering that night, and she had three or four unhappy relationships.

When they met again for the second time, her pigtails had been permed and dyed into long burgundy curly hair, her face made up with makeup was delicate and beautiful, she was dressed fashionably, carrying a Chanel chain bag, and snuggling up to the man next to her who was also dressed fashionably and full of modernity.

"Hey~ Matsumoto-san! Long time no see!" The girl, who has become a fashionable female college student in Tokyo, greeted with a warm smile.

"Long time no see, Asano-san."

"Matsumoto-san is still as beautiful and charming as ever. Everything about Matsumoto-san is what I want to have and what I want to become...

"What a pity... I took the wrong turn at the fork in the road. My life path..." Asano lifted up the strands of black hair on her temples that had not yet been dyed red.

Reflected in the dim eyes is a graceful woman wearing a chiffon shirt and a long skirt, with cascading black hair.

Hearing Asano's envy of her and his desire to be like her, Matsumoto Hitomi nodded with a smile on her face, but couldn't help sneering in her heart.

The freedom and carefreeness she has today, as well as her mature temperament and not having to care about what others think, are all achieved step by step.

If you only see the surface glamour and beauty and feel envious, but if you really knew the reality, you would probably be so scared that you would cry and run away, and never mention it again, right?
Matsumoto Hitomi just sneered and complained about the envy and love expressed by Asano, and she didn't mean to mock her. Everyone has the desire to pursue beauty and goodness, which is normal and there is no need to blame.

She looked at Asano's current appearance and knew that he was not the way she liked him, but it was enough. No matter how much she regretted it, there was no turning back and it was difficult for her to make up her mind...

"Matsumoto-san is being pursued fiercely, right? Please... don't agree to them. Love and relationship... I hope Matsumoto-san can recognize the filthiness and meanness of men..."

Before leaving, Asano-san said these last words, both as a warning and as a hope.

Matsumoto Hitomi quite agrees.

After every social gathering, there would be boys at the gathering who would contact her privately and pursue her, and the number of such boys was more than Asano had imagined.

Whether it is Asano or Matsumoto Hitomi, their passive attitude at the social gathering will cause dissatisfaction in public, but in private, whether they are simply rustic or self-disciplined, they are all seen by men. Who of them doesn't want to be the first to take the lead?

The naive and silly Asano didn't understand it at first, but how could he not understand it after being used and abandoned time and time again?

However, Hitomi Matsumoto is the evolved Asano, so she has never given any good face to the men who contacted and pursued her.

But she really wanted a child.

Just as Asano is so envious of Hitomi Matsumoto now, Hitomi Matsumoto herself also wants to give her child, preferably a daughter, to provide her with a childhood that she has never experienced or enjoyed.

It's a pity that apart from a quick glimpse of a boy who carefully coaxed his girlfriend and prepared a loving meal for her downstairs of the dormitory, after she found out his name was Tetsuya Watanabe, she didn't have a single boy she liked.

Until I met him again at work...

Only then did Matsumoto Hitomi empathize with those men who would approach girls when they saw them, and understood why those men would say to their girlfriends, "If you really love me, you would go to bed with me." She also clearly understood why some women, including herself, were unwilling to contact men and unwilling to have physical contact so early. She understood why women in love would also use the idea that "too early physical contact will make it difficult for souls to be compatible" to morally blackmail the other party.

Because I don’t love him enough, I really don’t like him enough and don’t love him enough.

Also because I really dislike and look down on the man.

A very simple example, let's take Matsumoto Hitomi as an example. After she met Watanabe Tetsuya for the fourth time after two and a half years, her mind was filled with the desire to sleep with him and give herself to him...

So now, lying in bed in her apartment, after learning that Miyagawa Lu is pregnant, Matsumoto Hitomi can understand her friend. She just loves her boyfriend too much!
"Does Kurosawa know that Lu-chan is pregnant..." Matsumoto Hitomi broke the awkwardness. Because she disliked Kurosawa Ryosuke's current situation, she addressed him without the suffix "teacher".

Miyagawa Lu didn't answer, but just raised her head and shook it, still not daring to look directly at Matsumoto Hitomi.

Matsumoto Hitomi rubbed her forehead, feeling a headache: "Lu-chan didn't say anything, and Kurosawa didn't find out?"

"It's only been a month... If I don't tell him, he won't find out, right?" Miyagawa Lu bent her legs and trembled as she spoke well of her boyfriend, even betraying Watanabe Noriko:

"Kiko-chan is almost two months pregnant... If she didn't tell anyone, didn't Mr. Watanabe notice it..."

"What!?"

Matsumoto Hitomi was horrified.

"It's nothing! I didn't say anything!" Miyakawa Lu immediately covered her mouth.

Matsumoto Hitomi's eyes were gloomy and unclear. She only said: "Lu-chan, you don't have to say anything, just nod and shake your head... I'll ask.

"Ms. Jizi, is she pregnant?"

Covering her mouth, Miyagawa Lu had no choice but to nod.

"I see. I understand..."

Envy and jealousy are nothing more than this, but for Hitomi Matsumoto and Sakura Kujo, they feel more relieved.

At the very least, there is one more target and important person who can control Watanabe Tetsuya.

"Let's not talk about irrelevant people! Let Watanabe and the others worry about their affairs!" After learning the information, Hitomi Matsumoto didn't know what to do for the time being. She didn't have time to think deeply about the reason why Noriko didn't tell Watanabe about her pregnancy.

She asked her friend: "When is Lu-chan going to tell Kurosawa that she is pregnant?"

"I had originally planned to just lay the groundwork and tell him tonight, but when I asked the first question he impatiently brushed it off..." Miyagawa Lu was so sad she burst into tears when she thought of how her boyfriend didn't take her seriously at all.

"It's no use crying. Didn't he ignore you and let you run out alone in the middle of the night?"

This sentence was particularly heartbreaking, causing Miyagawa Lu to break down again, and she cried even louder and more intensely.

Hitomi Matsumoto could only go forward and hug her friend to comfort her, then turn off the lights and lie down on the bed together.

In the dark, people's desire to share and talk is endless, and they will say out loud all the secrets hidden in their hearts that they are embarrassed to say on a daily basis.

Matsumoto Hitomi held Miyagawa Lu in her arms and took out a tissue from the paper box beside the bed to wipe away the tears from her eyes: "What question did Lu-chan ask Kurosawa?"

"...I asked him if he had any plans to marry me? When were they going to get married? After all, he and I were both 27 years old, and we would be 28 soon, which was not young anymore.

"Let's discuss it now and make plans for the future... The key is that my belly will soon be unable to be hidden..."

"What did that Kurosawa guy say?"

"He said he has no plans to get married yet, and has not considered marriage at all. Then he ignored me and just smoked and played games..."

The grievance in her heart was hard to express in words, and Miyagawa Lu could only lean on Matsumoto Hitomi's shoulder and sob.

"I understand, I understand..." Patting her friend on the back, Matsumoto Hitomi's eyes were devoid of color and life:

"So Lu-chan left Kurosawa's apartment in disappointment and didn't go home. She just wanted to find me for some comfort, and he still remains indifferent, right?
"It's already like this... What are you going to do, Lu-chan? He may not even think he's in the wrong. He may think you're going back to your apartment.

"Wait until Kurosawa reacts and he coaxes her, will Lu-chan forgive him?"

Matsumoto Hitomi has seen countless people. Relying on her intuition and her ability to judge people, she used to not care about Ryosuke Kurosawa who worked in the same office with her, but now she has a complete understanding of his true nature.

"He, he...just doesn't know that I'm pregnant yet...he definitely won't have this attitude after he knows!" Miyagawa Lu stopped crying immediately and started to defend her boyfriend.

Matsumoto Hitomi was speechless and too lazy to say anything else.

Even someone as calm as her is about to blush. She is so mad at Miyagawa Lu's love-brained thinking!
Blessings, this is the blessing of a love-brained little wife.

The key is that it would be fine if the other party could be a high-quality man like Watanabe and Takahashi...

Kurosawa Ryosuke? It's hard to say.

Knowing that her friend was really seeking psychological comfort, Matsumoto Hitomi didn't plan to put any effort into her after she understood the situation. She also complained a few words according to her wish, but didn't dare to complain too much, as this opened up Miyagawa Lu's mouth and made her pour out her grievances.

“Why do I like him so much, but now he treats me like this?

"We were so happy together when we liked each other privately, but why do we keep arguing after we officially started dating?

"I have cried more in the past half month than I did in the past ten years of studying hard...

“Hey, Hitomi-chan…Is it because I gave him everything and he got everything that he thought I was useless and didn’t want to cherish me anymore?
"Or is it because the first time we had sex was when we were drunk, and we had sex before we officially started dating, so he thought I was a casual woman?

"But, but...it's obviously my first time too!

"I went into his apartment drunk, and after I confirmed that it was him... I loved him so much that I couldn't control myself and gave him my body that I had kept for 27 years...

"It was so painful, and I had made such a great decision. I could have chosen to wait until we were officially together, and give him my first time in the most perfect way and in the most exciting situation...

“But I saw his uncomfortable and eager face and eyes, felt the discomfort, pain and needs of his body, and under his half-awake and half-drunk pleading, I went against and obeyed my inner will, giving him my first time in this way and under such circumstances.

"Hey, Hitomi-chan...did I really do something wrong?"

(End of this chapter)